Thursday, August 28, 2008
read a blog xinyu sent me blog of e gal hu lost her bf during e brunei trainingwas so sad & intrigutingtears juz rolled as i read,word by word its so heart-aching life's so fragile, so unpredictable, we're so insignificant in this big-big-worldmade me reminse bk wen baby was in NS,wen he elope dring enlistment & to field campi was missing him tat loads & cried everyday during dat 2weeks! (i'm nt exggerating,2weeks cried til my eye lids peeled)& wen baby went field camp i called QH..'eh,hws field camp situation ah blah blah blah'luckily though baby's an officer,he don haf 2 go tru brunei training.well,NS period is over 4 babobei,though he had alrd dedicated his life time career 2 RSAF =X i cannot imagine life wifout baby by my side,we've loved each other fer 3yrs 4mths i don think i can survive losing him..everytime i'l tel baby..'i wana die b4 u, i wan u miss me & cry fer me, i don care i wan die b4 u'& wenever i ask baby..'if i die now hw?? wad will u do?'noe wad he replied me??...'u wont die now one,cuz u save save save those money haben spent dem u wont wan 2 die yet,die alrd ur money how how?' damn! hw cum my bf so KNS!! LOL,bt its veri TRUE. HAHAuber tired today cuz yest waited til 11plus pm mummy cook shark fin eat alrd den went oror straightregret! my tummy is pertruding nw =(& i ate 6 siew mais,1 packet satay peanuts,1 packet prawn crackers frm 9am til nw 10.40amhw can my mouth stop all e JUNK FOOD?!! wif my colleage bk frm Indonesia wif loads packets of JUNK FOOD for me?!!i haf so mani WANTS. can money fall frm e sky pls??my immediates WANTS!!- casio gold watch- dresses dresses dresses- bags bags bags- LG KS20 
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Monday, August 25, 2008
perplexed,i duno y,i duno pertaining 2 wadever issue or wadever moodi'm feelin so distress wenever i tot of gg 2 work n tuitionits has gt nuttin 2 do wif e colleagues n everythin, its my problemi jux wish everyday is weekend,i jus wish i can spend my everyday wif babyi juz dread e feelin i get wen its sunday nite,wen its mon morninghugging baby as i wept cuz i duno wana go work! i don wan monday 2 cum,its way too fast!! i noe baby has chunks of stuffs 2 study,i noe we cant possibily juz escape frm realitybt hu wil understand dat rite nw as i'm typin away,i'm tearing cuz i'm feelin damn BORING & MISSING BABY LOADS?!!3yrs 4mths alrd,y am i stil at dis pre-honeymoon state?i shuld b at e post-honeymoon state whereby baby has bcum a routine & a need, not a WANTbt WHY? WHY am i still WANTING baby by my side every nw & den..? WHY haben i grown out of dis? I hate 2 miss you. i hate e kind of feelin i'm being tortured by, i hate being e slave of LOVE!! =(every1 out there wil think i'm havin a cannot-be-betta life workin in WACKERbcuz i can cum as late at 940am today, go off as early as 4.45pm, online as i lyk,eat as i lyk (i'm peelin & munchin a orange away), sms as i lyk, chat on e fone as i lyk, practically doin anythin i lyk,i can even exercise in e office (doing squats, LOL)bt its so BORING!! AhhHHHHhhh!!i need sum excitment in my life!! bt hell, wad else can i do during office hours dat'l keep me busy frm thinkin of baby?????seriously i think i need help, mayb frm a pyscology =Xhmms, part of baby's 22nd bdae present =)baby's 23rd cumin soon, 31st Dec. i noe its 4mths lata,bt i'm so BORED,mayb i'l start plannin 4 baby's bday celebration...lucky u baobeihees,i'm lucky too cuz baobei present me a lappy on my 21st =)
Labels: monday blues
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
imm-ed lyk extreme early 10plus am lor cuz lazy take bus thus hitched a car ride frm baby's parents as dey're gg out
destinated STARHUB wasnt open yet
walked aimlessly & boringly ard while waitin 4 STARHUB 2 open la
finally,baby signed up 4 maxonline as their contract has ended alrd
wasted so much time 4 e procedures n everythin can ~ yawns
n its so out of e way,stil haf 2 collect e wireless routher at Sim Lim there 9days lata
where gt time 2 go?! baby study oso no enuf time alrd,he's mugging real hard~
n i work at boonlay area where gt go so FARRRR?!!
lunch-ed at FISH & CO
yummylicious seafood platter!!
since mission accomplished, bus-ed hm
life's so borinnnnnggggggggg~
baby's muggin hard again & i've gt practically nuts 2 do =(
online isint an issue anymore since i can online 830-5pm every weekday =X
oh wells, 2 dress frm TAIWAN spree reached today
hmm,so so...wasnt as pretty as i expected
purchasing another 2 dresses tml 4 collection =)
dear! i splurge too much on dresses alrd!! gt 2 stop all temptation.
else my aim of saving 100K in 3yrs will nv b fufilled..& i haf onli another 2years 4months to go~
sat seems 2 b passin so so fast =(
tml sun alrd
i'm gg haf mon tue wed thurs BLUES again!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
took a 1/2 day leave on fri 150808 as baby's sch til 1130am
drove 2 ikea
n well,below r sum random pics we took at ikea
those unglam ones wil nt b postin eh,else baby gg slaughter me =X
my cute baobei =)
our childhood memories 'THE POTTY'
my son's future rm eh..?
my daughter's future rm
baby loook as if he's reali cookin =X
hmms,dats all lahs. wil nt upload e rest
had much laughter n fun at ikea =)
of course we went ikea wif a motive & nt juz 4 e sake of takin these pics
purchased tables 4 baby's rm n off we went to IMM
mac & shopped & home-ed
dats aabt all,being wif baby by my side is uncomprehenable la e feelings =)
i think i need my tan, tannin dis week eh baby?
Labels: ikea - 150808
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
back-dated post.
intensively, workin at Wacker permits me to MSN,check out onlinsprees,sms,chat over e phone,eat as n wen i lyk,blog n practically everythin u cn think of
bt bcuz of e freedom,i'm expanding sideways (i noe i'l nv grow upwards anymore =(
any1 haf soluctions 2 curb temptation regardin to TIBITS?!!!
TIBITS CALORIES IS A DEAD-KILLER!!
no matter hw i try 2 skip staple food (rice,noodles,bread), i cant seems 2 slim dwn. WHY?!!
okays,i'm munchin away 6 siew mais & a packet of Calbee prawn crackers nw.... =X
lifes so stagnent,i'm lyk as if living at e age of an old auntie!
MY LIFE'S NOT HAPPENING AT ALL!!
830-5pm work, tuition 530-930pm, home, dinner, sleep & e routine repeats from MON-THURS
fri sat sun at least i'm 24hrs wif baby,e onli consodelence
i miss POLY DAYS! imagine in e next 50yrs i'm gg work every single weekday...
on e lighter note,
pertaining to materity leave, governement permits 4mths PAID MATERITY LEAVE =)
oh wells,nt dat i'm plannin 2 haf a baby or wad-so-ever so soon, bt yet, someday rite? LOL
baby,e wait is such a torture! wen r u gg finish ur BACHALOR?!!
i wan a HOME of our own ~ hw mani more yrs to go...
i wana live together everyday,wake up seein ur face,b4 i close my eyes e last person i c is u...
together 3yrs 4mths alrd + 3yrs NTU = 6yrs 4mths...by den wil our love fade away? seems lyk such a ANTIQUE COUPLE la!
i can onli procrastinate procrastinate & procrastinate ~ & face reality!
anway,had a short-get-away at PASIR RIS CHALET on 27th-30th July.
pics as followed. anyway,i nv wear make-up in all my pics, n everyday life except lyk...10times a yr? LOL
so bear wif my fugly face lahs =X i'm lazy to put on n remove makeup for GODS-SAKE.
baby at sengsong shoppin 4 BBQ stuffs
BBQ!! our lil BBQ,jus baby & me
both of us finished everythin! was lyk so bloated larhs!
lazy to blog out all e happenings at chalet,bt practically..we tan,wild wild wet,shopped,slack slack slack,sleep sleep sleep,eat eat eat,tan tan tan again.ya,i'm veri tan after chalet bt nw,i'm so fair again! damn! I HATE!dis few weeks been consuming alot! wen wil my aim of being 38kg achieved??? seems impossible.my mouth juz cant stop munchin. i don mind infected wif ULCERS,dat'l stop me frm munchin i supposed.hais,wed onli.wen will thur nite cum? i wan my baobei!!i wan being hugged to slp!! =(hate my loney bed in YEW TEE!!Labels: short get-away
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