Monday, June 11, 2007
can i write off wad i wrote 4 e previous post?
i'm regrettin e words i've wrote
e hurt i've inflicted on my dearest boy
e pain i caused him
e tears we shed 2gether
der's in e wrong,4 treatin baby dis way
baby din do anythin wrong, its e circumstances & situation & e problem dat all links 2 baby
der could nt control,bud launched all e unhappiness,anger,irritate-ness,bu-shuang-ness on baby, whom was in fact so so innocent
bud the're all linked up n connected 2 u okays baby,hu ask baby 2 do things i dislike & has sucha a personality dat is SO SO damn different frm me!!
don b too nice 2 pple baby,think of urself 1st
being selfish is nt a crime aniway, & duno y, mayb der need a psychology...
der HATE dar being gd 2 ani1 other den me!!
though der noe & dar had assure me dat i mean alot 2 u, bud still..der wan dar onli care abt me & no1 else, juz lyk der. i onli care 4 u & no1 else, no1 else in e world
sorry baby,4 makin u so sad n hurt dis weekend, der's hurt too
der's heart ache too..dar duno onli..
hate e silence we had on sat,hate e look in ur eyes,hate e way u tok 2 me
till u hug me & say ur're sorry, i wanted 2 4gif & 4get, i alrd do
bud guess der was tryin 2 b hard 2 coax. LOLs
awww! so regret e pinch i gave dar,pain pain bahs.. =(
sun wasn dat great either
details i shouldnt say, anyway,it was no batta den sat
& these 2 days issues all linked n connected 2 dar indirectly though its nt directly
bud it was LOVE wen we had our sour apple ice cream =D
on our journey 2 chinese garden was sweet!!
chinese garden is a damn boring place 2 go, YES, i absoubtely AGREE, bud wen u go wif ur LOVE ONES, its totally DIFFERENT okays!!
der experienced it dis sun, e turtles r so cute!! =D
had yummlicious slurpie & ice cream ever!! MUACKS
darling boy, dis weekend will b betta de!! der promise u =D
if baby could get leave on fri, der take leave too
den we'll spend e whole day 2gether & there's weekends TOO =D
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!
we'll get our LOVES dis weekends okay?
der wana get PSP!!
dar get his long-waited HP M600i!!!!
lalala~ i'm a happy gal all over again
it'll nv fade wif baby
MUACKS!! I LOVE YOU!!
everything comes to an end at 1:07 PM.