Tuesday, June 26, 2007
aww~another boring & mundane tuesday
i miss my baby boy, i'm so worried abt him =(
lets go into e hapy part 1st!!
baby gt his M600i HP & i've gt my PINK PSP =D
my lil boy was so cute!! wen he gt his hp, he was so happy & excited abt it dat he wana noe hw 2 use,put ringtones n pics insde & keep irreating me by 'DER,quick quick help me, hw 2 use?hw 2 find dis n dat?help me find songs n send lei.send me pics lei..blah blah blah' hahas, so damn CUTE!!
bud dis cuteness cant last long..once he's in camp,nuttin can make him smile ever again
i try 2 rush hm frm tuition everinite, so dat i can call baby & tok 2 him,make him luff n feel betta,happier,go 2 slp smiling
Y my baby havin sucha hard life?Y so ke lian? my lil boy.. i wish GOD could sumhw take all these unhappiness away,make my boy happy once more
I CURSE THOSE HU MAKE MY BOY DIS WAY!! CURSE EVERY SINGLE 1 OF THEM!!
i wish there's sumthin i can do 2 take away all e unhappiness in him
my baby sucha an angel,y he's fate dis way? he's so gd 2 every1,so generous, so humble,so fillial
It should be ME havin dis fate, i'm sucha devil.
My baby cant take all these anymore,he's breakin dwn soon..baobei, den y r u holdin on for?
Live 4 urself,nt 4 others noe ma?Its ur future,nt any1 else, so y care wad others think? Y care abt other's opinion?
Yes,its an honour 2 bcum an officer,bud wads e point if u're havin sucha hard time? N wen u cant confirm once commision u'll b ok..after conmission,life will stil b e same...u'll stil b under those captain n etc..
der once encouraged u throughly in dis vocation. Bud nw, der rather baby quit,money nvm de.der work le, let der treat my baobei k?
der juz wan all these sufferings 2 stop..no more sufferings 4 baby..
We r degree holders baby,we haf a chance,a place 2 study UNI
once out,confirm haf job de & no boss outside will treat u e way u r treated there
baobei..i miss u, hao xiang ni
der hao bu fang xin ni..wondering hw r u inside every moment..
dis kinda life juz SUX!!
We're so deeply in love, bt y cant we lyk other couples..? FREEDOM is so so FAR away frm US...
dar remember k, der will always b wif u de..
no matter wad happens, der will stay by u, Loving u always..
my sweetest baby, I LOVE YOU
everything comes to an end at 12:15 PM.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
guess i let e pics do e tokin, i'm kinda lazy 2 blog =X
gone wif e W850i, it isint as pretty as dis!! i'm gg get dis hp, i don care =X
bud heys, its so pretty rites!! e colour matches my ZEN V!! =D
i'm gettin PSP!! yea =D happy gal am i... i'm gettin e WHITE one
though i'm sellin my lappy 2 get CASH 4 dis PSP..
Ah AH!! baby wil b a happy boy too!!
he's gettin dis weekend, e black 1 though..
seeing baby so happy wif gettin a new hp makes everythin worth it!! As long as baby lyk & happy jiu hao, dats all der ask 4.. baby cutie face wen he's gg get his hp is so so CUTE!! LOVE HIM lahs!!
my lovely collauges, company dinner
der wif ben ben, baby can u c? ben ben is wif me Me ME!!
office wif ben ben, my personal desk!! LOVES!!
everything comes to an end at 2:11 PM.
Monday, June 11, 2007
can i write off wad i wrote 4 e previous post?
i'm regrettin e words i've wrote
e hurt i've inflicted on my dearest boy
e pain i caused him
e tears we shed 2gether
der's in e wrong,4 treatin baby dis way
baby din do anythin wrong, its e circumstances & situation & e problem dat all links 2 baby
der could nt control,bud launched all e unhappiness,anger,irritate-ness,bu-shuang-ness on baby, whom was in fact so so innocent
bud the're all linked up n connected 2 u okays baby,hu ask baby 2 do things i dislike & has sucha a personality dat is SO SO damn different frm me!!
don b too nice 2 pple baby,think of urself 1st
being selfish is nt a crime aniway, & duno y, mayb der need a psychology...
der HATE dar being gd 2 ani1 other den me!!
though der noe & dar had assure me dat i mean alot 2 u, bud still..der wan dar onli care abt me & no1 else, juz lyk der. i onli care 4 u & no1 else, no1 else in e world
sorry baby,4 makin u so sad n hurt dis weekend, der's hurt too
der's heart ache too..dar duno onli..
hate e silence we had on sat,hate e look in ur eyes,hate e way u tok 2 me
till u hug me & say ur're sorry, i wanted 2 4gif & 4get, i alrd do
bud guess der was tryin 2 b hard 2 coax. LOLs
awww! so regret e pinch i gave dar,pain pain bahs.. =(
sun wasn dat great either
details i shouldnt say, anyway,it was no batta den sat
& these 2 days issues all linked n connected 2 dar indirectly though its nt directly
bud it was LOVE wen we had our sour apple ice cream =D
on our journey 2 chinese garden was sweet!!
chinese garden is a damn boring place 2 go, YES, i absoubtely AGREE, bud wen u go wif ur LOVE ONES, its totally DIFFERENT okays!!
der experienced it dis sun, e turtles r so cute!! =D
had yummlicious slurpie & ice cream ever!! MUACKS
darling boy, dis weekend will b betta de!! der promise u =D
if baby could get leave on fri, der take leave too
den we'll spend e whole day 2gether & there's weekends TOO =D
LOVE LOVE LOVE!!
we'll get our LOVES dis weekends okay?
der wana get PSP!!
dar get his long-waited HP M600i!!!!
lalala~ i'm a happy gal all over again
it'll nv fade wif baby
MUACKS!! I LOVE YOU!!
everything comes to an end at 1:07 PM.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
tolerance has reached my limits
i so sick & disgusted by everythin
guess i'm selfish.
i'm attitude.
i'm insolence.
i'm procrastinating even wif e words i speak.
its all an act,its all a fraud.
bud dats me,accept me or so be it.
i duno y,bud seems lyk everything makes my heart puke!!
everythin make me feel so irreated & disgusted
sumtimes,
i'm even happier alone,in my own world
rather den in urs wif so mani XTRAs
Findin e 1 dat'll b lyk me,& i'll be happier dat way
u're WAY TOOOOO GOOD 4 me
i dispise GOOD pple,
cuz u don belong into my world, my thoughts, my evil-ness
feelin so restricted wif u
i'm so NOT lyk u.
I'M ME. & definately, i'll nv changed 4 u
cuz i can nv b lyk you, it'll juz turn me OFF
everything comes to an end at 11:47 AM.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
remincing back on e memories we had
dey were so so sweet & beautiful
so much innocent,so much pureness
e stress-less n freedom life we once had,part of our days in poly
we did nt had 2 plan,nor balance our time,nor starin at our watches while e time ticked away...
aww! grrr! dis kinda life sux so much!! =(
i miss darling baobei..miss e careful life we once had
weekends was so short!
n i luv heart-to-heart session wif baby
tokin n plannin abt our future
our life, our home, our love =D
e days it'l b living wif baby,our home, juz YOU & ME
our lives wil b so so sweet n loving, so much LOVE within
1st, let get e experiences n degree 1st baobei
hmms,changed of tuition assignments
had a new 1 in CCK, as baby said, we're so NEAR yet so FAR
its tue onli n i've gt tuition @ orchard lata, sians!!
wen wil fri come??!!
luckily i've gt a 5days job, phew*
i'll nv settle anythin 4 weekends jobs!!
nt even 1/2 day on sat OKAYS! weekends is LOVE =D
sumtimes i wonder,its been 2yrs 2mths alrd, e longest relationship i ever had
e longeest 1 b4 baby was 1mth? LOLs, its all puppy love
n i'm glad i did nt commit myself into ani relationship b4 baby, cuz i knew my true love has nt surfaced yet =X
er, once i tot my true love was Glenn though we did nt get 2gether at all
he was onli e 1 i had tot i love other den baby ok
bt anihw, i'm greedy! i'm stil glad 4 all e sofe toys,sweets,chips,chocolates,movies treats,pressie frm GUYS!! warhahahas
u noe,gg into class early mornin n there's oways mani tibits & pressie under ur table!! its so FUN can?! warhahhas =X
those days r gone, poly days was equally fun, lollipops,sweets,drinks,lunchie treated!
bud its juz FUN, no LOVE was involved in my heart til i met LIM JUNLIANG!!
bud he's sucha stingy moo moo! BOO! or rather a blockhead!!
no sweets,no pressie except 4 e earing durin Christmas =(
e 1st pressie was a grasshopper clip n i lost it! =(
cried 4 so long,so sad u noe?! baby's 1st pressie 4 me
our LOVE starts 2 revolve ard us, jealousness,angryness,sadness,happiness,sweetness,loviness...
frens became buddies became companion became LIKES became LOVE
2 yrs of emotion,its all worth it
it brought us so much memories & e bond dat'll nv break
we're still as close as ever, n i believe our LOVE wil nv fade =D
cuz its YOU & ME baby. u said so, we'll go on 4ever
I LOVE YOU BAOBEI
der wil b by ur side no matter wad de kaes? believe in our LOVE, i'll nv leave u
everything comes to an end at 3:35 PM.
Friday, June 01, 2007
lack of updates i guess
i've realised its been AGES & HISTORY since i upload pics of me n baby
reason?
i'm so sick of my N70 which i onli used 4 lyk 3mths? LOL
been chunckin away hps every 3mths n eyein on new ones, SINFUL =X
& nw, baby's oso same as der le!! warhahas!! SINFUL LOVES!!
MY LOVE!! W850i
BABY's LOVE!! M600i
aww!! we'll haf couple HP soon!! though its nt e same model lahs, bud its pure white & dey look so compatible!! =D
couple watch, couple top, couple ring, couple HP etc!! der wan more MORE MOREEE!!
had such sweet holidays =D
met baby after work on wed 4 shoppin spree @ bugis n town
yummlicious food though its onli popiah & laksa cuz its eaten wif YOU =D
great companion, wif so much LOVE & protection
my beloved GUARDIAN ANGEl darling baby =D
vesak day was so SWEET!! THANKS BUDDHIST!! warhahahs , 4 havin dis holiday
slackin was grade8!!
bud der consume too much FATS wif baby oways lahs!!
der's growin way TOO FAT!! all e carbo n fats wifout exercise n sittin whole day wen workin has made my assets CANNOT MAKE IT =(
aniwae, i'm so happy 2dae!!
cuz its FRI!! hee! it feels lyk monday though after e holiday
tml's weekends!! weeEee baby ~
though u'l b out late,bud at least we could cuddle 2gether again =D
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU BABOBEI
No1 can ever replace you, NO1 EVRR, I SWEAR
MY LIFE, MY SOUL, MY BREADTH =D
the number 1 in my life, more impt den ANY1, EVERY1
everything comes to an end at 1:19 PM.
