CLARA & JUNLIANG

Sunday, January 28, 2007

awww~ i miss baby, miss him loads loads =(
baby's in camp studyin le. wish baby luck luck pass retest ah
though we onli had sat spent 2gether, der enjoyed every sec wif u, so so memorable =)
met baby & planned 2 go sentosa de,bud guess e weather wasnt on our side la
so went vivo instead dressed up in OCS polo-tee. LOL

shopped & baby bought a formal jacket 4 me. LOVESS!! =)
bought my fav biscults & went mac
gobbled dwn e food so fast cuz we din wana spend time eatin nah
saw cuttie lil animals statues & of course we cam-whore la =)

my lovely baby & moo moo

me & bit bit ( i noe i'm FAT la )

saw qh,chat awhile den off 2 our next destination - town
wore till so shag 2 town. warhahah!!
bought a casual dress opp cini, shopped fareast
soon 6pm, decided dat there's nuttin much 2 shop animore & head 2 baby's hm le
ate dinner, TV-ed, went seng song & baby bought loads loads my fav biscults!! *yummy*

baby bought KFC hm 4 supper too. ate & watch deadthnote 2
bud was kinda weary n tired ah
decided 4 a nap & we slept all e way till 3am!! LOL
so sweet oror wif baby ah, huggin each other 2 slp...
hais, wish could hug longer la!!
baby drove me hm at 4am, & i showered, did sumthin 4 him & took bus 2 his hm at 5.30am!!
warhahha ~ tot baby wil b happy lor, bud he angry cuz i went so early n alone
huggy him oror again till 6.45am, wakie 4 breakfast & baby gt ready return camp le =(
HATES HATES HATES la!! i miss my boy.
countin dwn 2wards next weekends kae darling?
LOVESS u so so much. der gt so so emotional cuz of baby noe ma?
. muacks .

baby's fav pic of e day

bibi's fav pic of e day

everything comes to an end at 10:11 AM.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

dar failed his test. lil pple failed, n he failed...
hais. i noe i shuld console him, shuld tell him 'NVM', 'TRY AGAIN', 'DON SAD', 'ITS OK'
bud i'll b lying straight into his face if i said all these, n i dun wan 2 lie
if being 2gether requires me 2 lie, wad for? isit a relationshp suppose 2 b true & honest?
in fact, i feel veri DISAPPOINTED wif him. veri SAD. veri HURT.
tears flow wen i saw his msg. i tot he was playin wif me wen i 1st received his msg, bud consequently, i realised its all FACT & REALITY.
he knew his weekend would b burned if he failed, bud he still failed.
we din went would 2whole days 4 e last weekend juz 2 let him study at hm. we paid a price & still ...hais
i noe dar feel bad & sad abt it too. i noe he dun wan dis 2 happen too..
bud wad abt me? am i suppose 2 juz accept everythin?!!!
isit wen he can book out i'm supposed 2 b wif him, & wen he cant, i'm suppose 2 accept it????
I HATE!! HATE HATE HATE!!
alrd so lil time 2gether since u enlisted le, onli weekends cn spend 2gether le
nw lei? onli left less den a day 2gether.
i'm nt lookin 2wards weekends animore.
nuttin 2 look 4ward animore..
it'l juz b a few hrs 2gether n dats it. i'll b alone again. outside alone again.
i HATE all these feelings.
U said being choice-less inside sux. BUD i tell u, being outside waitin even sux.
u'll nv noe e suffering i'm enduring.
wen i'm in e workin society, workin &amp; workin wifout time 4 u & u being e 1 waitin & waitin, mayb u will feel wad i'm feelin..
till den..

i dun wana hurt u wif my words, so i dun wan call or msg u
hope u understand my feelings n stand in my shoes
dats all i can do, 2 restraint myself frm hurtin u further.

ps: of course der still LOVES u as much, juz e pain i'm gg tru nw, u will nv understand.

everything comes to an end at 11:17 AM.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

4days dwn. thursday le. tml cn c baby le!! =)
yest baby had nites out!! 1st time neh!!
bud i gt tuition den after dat rush go meet baby, bud its e time wen pple off work & end sch la!!
squeeze til pek chek! bud aniwae, dropped off at lakeside & baby drove me 2 his hm =)
ate yummlicious sotong balls, tv-ed, slacked lor
& i've gt a super duper CUTE video of darling boy!! WOOTS!! LOVESSS it nah!!
2hrs seems so fast nah, 9.15pm baby's mummy send him in & me hm la
bud its a BONOUS 2 b able c baby lei,so SO HAPPY =)
bud he's sick le ah, sumore so much studyin 2 do
awww ~ take care kaes darling. drink more water & oror earlier everynite ah, don oways call der tok till wee hrs.. xin tong ni la!!

HOHO!! darling bought a OCS polo T 4 me!! LOVESSS it!! i wan wear wif darling!! *beams*
awaitin tml wen dar book out wo! bud i've gt techno fair & tuition which will delay me til veri LATE!! KNS!! ~

everything comes to an end at 11:08 AM.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

here's my updates on last weekend

baby lied 2 me!! liar!! cheater bug!! BOO HOO!!
cuz baby juz gt into air wing arh,thus gt 2 stay bk while every1 went hm on fri nite 4 e next day 2 take IPPT
he said he would b bk by 8am de & i woke up 7am shower,get ready lor
in e end neh,10.30am den book out!! kuku neh neh!!
went 2 fetch baby, went hm slack while baby eat n tv-ed la
den 11 plus went shoppin at marina & city hall
bought a formal 4 presentation & a guess wallet!! LOVESS it la!!
baby buy 4 me de, he paid 4 everythin i bought dat day!! =)

den went 4 ntu talk at convention centre which took up nearly 2hrs la
had my doubts cleared & i've decided 2 go 4 partime UNI- EEE provided dey accept me nah
Lunch-ed chicken wif mushroom rice + shrimp dumpling + 100plus

went marina shopped & found a heels shoe nah,bud theres onli white,black,red. i wan purple!!
so din buy it yet,walked ard 1st
went into LEVIS & i bought baby a LEVIS JEANS =)
super nice kaes, definately worth e price nah!! i bought baby sumthin too =)

practically walked frm cityhall 2 bugis can. LOL
looked 4 xy at TOPSP, chat til 7pm jiu leave le, head 4 bugis village
din managed 2 find wad we wanted, went 4 dinner
xiao wan mian + popiah !! *yum yum*
bought bugis ball ball too! super nice can =)
den walked bk 2 cityhall decidin 2 get e shoe la. LOL

dis shoe made me walked so mani KILOMETRES can!!

my heels was killin me wif e fact dat i've been wearin it & walkin non-stop 4 9hrs!!
took train hm n worst,no seats nah!! im lyk an auntie desperate 4 seats sia. LOL
HOME SWEET HOME in baby's hm
tv-ed, huggy oror till 12 plus & baby drive me hm

slept at 1plus n woke up 5plus e next day & daddy drive me 2 baby's hm =)
crawled into bed wif baby n slept till 9plus. oror till veri shuang sia
breakfast, tv-ed, deadth note till 3plus, went JP 2 get thing baby need 4 camp la
reached hm ard 5pm n slacked till dinner time
hais.at least air wing is loads betta, fri book out, sat 9.30pm den needa book in
bud still, I HATE BEING SEPERATED FRM DARLING!! awwww ~

p/s : 3days more 2 struggle tru

everything comes to an end at 10:06 AM.

Monday, January 15, 2007

declaration!! super super bored!! zzz!!
feelin so fatigue & sleepy nah, hw i wish dar is here wif me
been rottin in sch since 9am til nw la, & sch end at 4pm.. *yawns*
tuition lata, kinda busy dis week la
tuition on mon,wed,fri. Techno fair on thurs,fri

5more days 2 go, b4 baby's bk frm camp
I MISS HIM LOADSSS LA!!
will update our weekends tml wen i've uploaded e pics =)
darling, i juz wish dat u could hug me 2 slp everi nite, hao xiang ni arh
awaitin 4 nite time wen i could tok wif baby =)

OH YAH!! did i mention?! i've juz reunited wif my long-lost pri sch buddy!!
she has transform into a pretty lady nah, & i'm still so kiddy. LOL
WOOTS!! & e thing is, so QIAO nah!!
she live juz a street away frm me, n baby live juz a street away frm her bf!! LOL
n baby & her bf same in OCS, nw same AIR WING
OMG~ too QIAO rites?! haha.
nt 2 mention we were once so closed during pri sch days, hangin out in 7-11 so frequently
gt 2 meet up soon & revived all our childhood memories la =)

grrr!! time pass uber slow nah. sch SUXXXX
awaitin 4 feb 4th & i'll b outa NGEE ANN !!!

everything comes to an end at 2:16 PM.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

ahHhh!! wakie nt long ago frm my dead slp.been so tired lately..
slpin lil durin chalets,latenites workin on my project,tuitions & TV. LOL
baby tok 2 me in my dreams u noe! hee! i heard him clearly!!
i'm dreaming? NO LA!! baby woke me up frm my sweetie dream =)
tuition tml & i'm so SO lucky!! mr mark saved my project hm n trial & error 4 me!! =))
so so glad can!! HAPPY gal i am nah
hope my project cn finish in time nah
gona grad on 4th feb & if i managed get A,A+,AD, its till 11th feb!! SOON!!
& i'll b a workin adult soon,feel so weird la,seems lyk i'm nt ready yet. BOO HOO!!
& CNY!! lookin 4ward 2 dat!! cn c baby 4 mani mani days den!! =)

wa lau,juz registration in NTU required 70bucks?!! OMG ~ daylight robbery!!
n i dun even noe if i can get in ant ma lor!! grrr!! zzz!!
average GPA 3.3 nia. if i cn get 4points dis sem, den it will b 3.42.. *prays*
kinda scared wen i tot of workin in e society sia. i'm stil a lil gal.. LOL
cuz my baby treats me lyk a lil gal & i will nt b used 2 b an workin adult!! BOO!!
alrite,enuf of complainin..

everything comes to an end at 8:46 PM.

Monday, January 08, 2007

i'm back wif loads pics!! wOoHhoO ~
had grd8 fun during e 4days 3nites of chalet, was uber great & memorable!!

4th Jan
met xinyu @ JP n mrt-ed 2 pasir ris & as mh needa go orchard run sum errand, me n xy went into chalet & check-in 1st nah. [ A1108 ]
ahH!! rm was uber long la,n e arrangement of beds r nt e same as e last time i went n toilets r seperated bud kinda small.aniwae,hmm..quite satisfied wif e rm service la =)
put our bags n rushed out 2 meet mh at pasir ris n had our dinner there. pineapple rice + tom yum noodle + chicken dumpling + red ruby + icelemontea + icegreentea
shopped ard pasir ris as its renovation r almoz done la, &.. HOHO!! theres a billabong shp here!! went in n a boardshorts caught my eyes n i was so HAPPY!! =)
went so mani places juz 2 find a nice boardshorts n unexpectately, it appears at pasir ris. LOL
NTUC-ed & bought mani mani things la, 8plus,354-ed bk 2 chalet, tv-ed, slack-ed, eat, poka cards, cam-whored, gg CRAZYYY =x

min & hui

min & yu

of course we dun miss ani chance 2 cam-whore =x

& gg crazy kissing each other!! warhahaha!! =x

5th Jan
drop dead ard 3am & slept til next day 11plus. LOL
maggie mee & choco biscuit 4 breakfast & of we went 4 cycling!! *uber fun*
lunched wif tidbits n drinks n poka cards n b4 long, its alrd 6pm n dey all had 2 go le *sad*
bud its okae la, cuz baby will b cumin over n spend e nites wif me!! =)
kinda scared after dey left,so kept myself occupied wif clearin e messy-ness,n TV-ed lo, even new seems appealin 2 me. LOL
finally!! went pasir ris fetch baby ard 10pm, bought OTAH & MAC n chaletttt
& i gave baby a suprised wif candles i used 10mins 2 arrange n his pressie! Hope he lyk dat!!

6th Jan
eat n TV-ed till 1pluss n we were knocked out le. LOL.
- secrets - la la la ~ baby & bibi noe jiu hao le
woke up 9plus next day,shower n breakfast time!! nasi nemak & pancake!!
DESTINATION --> WILD WILD WET !!!
its was fun Fun FUN!! mine & baby's 1st time can!! =)
baby keep wantin 2 kana splashed by 'yakult', so cute can.LOL. long story bud its reali been fun n memorable, even floatin by e river was so so sweet =)
went bk, showered, went out 4 a walk & bus-ed bk 2 pasir ris again. hotdogs,greentea,maggie,fishballs,soonkueh,otah. dats our dinner. ate everythin on e bed dat we r nt sleepin on la n its so dirty la. LOL
entertain ourself,camwhore,TV-ed,huggies,muackkkes,blah blah blah & was knock out ard 4am.
so sweet n secure 2 lyk on baby's arms n chest. my OFFICER arms =)

7th Jan
woke up 9plus,showered & baby had his breakfast while i had my fav cheesy biscult!!
slacked n wait 4 my sis 2 cum n get her free escape tickets
last day of chalet le, she bu de leave ah..thus mood was kinda sad sad =(
dis chalet had bought wonderful memories 2 me n baby, our live so carefree & freedom was nt an issue animore. we could do wad we wan, our own time, our love within. MISSSSSSS!!

cam-whore b4 we leave e place...sad sad la

walked ard pasir ris awhile n mrt-ed 2 tampinese & on our way there...

LOVEE HIM!!

my dear boy!!

nuttin much 2 buy la, mrt-ed hm ard 3plus & my lil boy slept as he was darn tired while i unpacked e clothes n upload pics. i'm still missin e days in chalets.
TOO much memories, TOO much happiness, TOO much fun, TOO much LOVE
i'm urging baby 2 STOP missin n worryin so much abt me BUD i'm MISSING him!! tears flowed dis mornin in bus as i think back on our days in chalets.

PS: I REALI MISS BABY.

everything comes to an end at 9:57 AM.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

thurs 2pm, & i'm rottin in sch, awaitin for 4pm n FUN will await me =)
HOHO!! i've booked chalet frm 4th-7th Jan la, supposingly 4 baby's belated bdae celebration & xinyu's early celebration.
3 overnites!! WOOTS!! =))
gg go hm get my stuffs, next 2 baby's house get my bikini n all, next 2 seng siong meet xy buy tidbits & drinks n MRT-ed 2 pasir ris!! WoOHhOoo ~
it wont b a crowd in chalet bud e besties n buddies! more FUN n less pple wif different opinion of wad 2 do n where 2 go
hope baby would b able 2 join us on fri. aWwwWw ~den it'll b double FUN =)
Oh! did i mention my dear boy cn get transfered 2 air force le?
i knew it! baby gone tru n recevied wad he wan le!! UNI, OCS, AIR FORCE
aHhhhHH!! i'm so excited nah!!
baby cum join me SOON kae! muacks!!
la la la ~ =)

everything comes to an end at 1:51 PM.

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2 ALL!! =)
its 2007 alrd, baby n me had gone tru so much 2gether alrd =)
so proud n its such a bless & joy 2 haf baby junliang. LOVE HIM LOADS!!

aWww..baby's back camp again le =(
its public holiday 2dae OK! y baby haf 2 return?!! BOO HOO!!

hmm.sat went baby's camp [ family visit ]
reached JP early n we cant find e shuttle bus! LOL!
aniwae, finally i saw baby's life as OCS le. rm was nt bad ah, 2 in a rm n e bed is alrite
baby took us 4 a stroll n haf a look ard e camp
n of course!! camwhore-ing is nt 4gotten!! LOL

my officer boy!! =)

bibi & officer baby *beams*

baby & bibi in his rm

Oh!! dis is a tower or sumthin?super uber high de. we queued 30mins juz 2 get a sight-screen up e tower of juz 2nd level n e wind is uber windy lo!! juz look at my hair la despite me tryin 2 take a pic wen e wind din came my direction 4 dat second. LOL

after all these, went hm changed n off we went 2 town
supposed 2 get baby's pressie de lor! BUD!! dun bring it up le ~
der owe u a pressie my love!! wen u c sumthin u reali lyk muz tell der k?
ate sushi again! LOL! n we're gettin our 20bucks suki voucher =)
took 143 cuz i wanted 2 spend more time in bus wif baby bud cuz i was angry wif him, din tell him dis reason.juz ask him get into 143. =)
HOHO!! of course bibi & baby r as sweet n as lovin as b4 le la
went JE n 7 eleven we bought yummy COLLON n 100LIME =)

camwhore-ing at e neoprint shop BUD usin our digital cam instead of their machine!! LOL
gt scared by dis ah bu neh neh lo. keep appearin at our machine. grrrr!!

so sweet rite? hee =)

& of course a muacks 4 me as we spend our time 2gether till 12am!! 31st dec baby's BIG DAY

baby made 3 wishes n i made 2 =)
walked bk 2 my house as last bus gone liao n den baby took cab hm
although at a certain period we had sum unhappiness, bud we always settle everythin n we're always so sweet & loving! i simply juz cant resist LOVING YOU baby!! =)

31st DEC baby's Bdae

reached baby's bed ard 6.15am n slept wif him til ard 7plus
went coffeeshp haf breakfast wif baby n his family n market shop 4 ingredients 4 steamboat =)
went bk, slack ard,slept n head 2 JP buy tickets 4 midnite movie n den ECP
reached ECP ard 2plus,rent roller blade for 10bucks n i 4gotten hw 2 skate!! 5yrs alrd man!!
baby learned instead n he managed 2 walk-skate a lil. LOL
super uber cute can! especially wen he wana fall le n i SAVE his life!! LOL
baby we're quits nw, der save ur live as mani as u've saved mine liaooooooOo
changed 2 bicycle next n off we went!! WoOOhhHo ~
slurppy was ShIOCK!!! chipsmore YUMMY!!
ohhh. sumthin dat made my heart overturn happened,bud nw its a secret le. LOL
chiong 2 return our bicycle at 5.30pm n off 2 baby's home!!
had yummilicious steamboat nah,bud i'm kinda full 2 eat loads
ate mani mani SHRIMP DUMPLING!! haha.
n my lil suprise came.. daddy drive mummy 2 get e cake i ordered n send it 2 baby's hm!!
thx mummy & daddy! dis could nv turn into reality if nt 4 both of u=)
baby was stun my mummy came?! LOL!
bud e candles couldnt light up n we spend quite a long time outside ok. haha
' HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNLIANG '
sang bdae song n took sum pics n cut cakes nah
dis smal lil celebratiion n baby was lyk so happy???!!!
sorry baby i din make it GRAND n BIG, bud hope u enjoy dis day

bdae boy wif cakes =)

bibi wif bdae boy baby!!

LOVEEE YOUUU

11pm took bus240 2 JP 4 movie n we tot was late le, practically ran all e way 2 cinima lo haha
we reached juz in time nah,settle dwn le den movie start le
'spirit of e victim', N16. wah! more lyk R21 can?! super scary laaaaa
worse den those i've seen b4 n even baby said its kinda scared. LOL
guess ionli watched 1/8 of e movie? LOL. i was juz 2 scared n end up hhuggy baby tightly n closin my eyes moz of e time.
even wen baby jumped effected me. scared me sia. HAHA
took cab hm n ate again n oror ard 3am
next day woke up 11am lei. long tine nv lydis le
spend monday wif baby at hm resting n he's bk camp le..
hai. miss him so much, especially after dis few days 2gether..
lastly, I MISS YOUUU BABYYY!!

P/S: hope all our wished made on 12am 31st dec cum true

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