CLARA & JUNLIANG

Thursday, November 30, 2006

limin is a happy gal, a happy gal i am =)
warhaha! i'm crazy la. don mind me
aniwae, me n baby hao ler =))
sucha long story dun needa write la
dar n der noe jiu hao le rite?! LOL
finally its thurs after so much heart ache n pain
soon soON SOON i can meet my baby boy le
wEeeEee ~
i'm gona hug u till u cant breadth!!
gona muacks u n drown u wif my saliva!!
warahhaha!!
i LOVE dis weekend most
noe y? cuz after dis weekend, NO BOOK IN liao!!
sufferings all over le neh!! =)
n i'm so lookin 4ward 2 baby's POP la!!
ai shi ni le dumbOo !! LOL

ps: 5 more days 2 baby's POP =)

everything comes to an end at 1:41 PM.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

junliang called me yest 11pm
was nt ready 2 tok 2 him. i'm still hurt, stil angry
still unable 2 forgive n forget
bud he keep callin so OH well, juz pick up lor
trash loads outa my heart,my brain
sae all i've been wantin 2 sae, all my brain cells has been thinkin

conclusion : he's a mummy boy n i cant stand it animore

i've been toleratin cuz i LOVE u. i'm serious abt u.
bud wad abt u? takin everythin 4 granted?
u nv take my feelings into consideration
u can onli spend wonderfful times wif me
n wen i need u 2 stand up n protect me n speak up,
u juz disppear.
wad a bf.

so wad if i love u
luv cant solve everythin, cant pretend everythin is alrite
wad 4 keep dis luv?
especially wen it cant even protect me
there will onli be heartach again n again

u oways said y i dun gif u a chance
y i keep wantin 2 gif up
bud haf u ever tot hw much sufferings i've been gg tru?
hw mani times my heart shattered into pieces n u din mend it?
wenever i'm waitin 4 u 2 mend it, W R U?!!
u onli care 4 ur family, so b it
i wont ask u 2 change, wont ask u 2 do anythin.
if dey mean so much 2 u den dun find a gf in e 1st place
wad 4 make me suffer?
did i owe u in my previous life?!
even if i did, i've repaied u enuf.

wen bf goes NS, gf suffer moz
gf cry, miss, suffer,wait,heartache,worry moz
if she dun feel e importance in her bf heart,
she will wana set free herself frm all these sufferings n pain

everything comes to an end at 10:00 AM.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

din contact junliang since yest 11am till today le
think time will heal all wounds ba
think mayb time will let everythin fade away
even those strong n bonded feelings we haf 4 each other.
though it hurts,
though it caused loads heart-ache
though its lyk livin in hell
though e pain sumtimes is so overwhelming
though i miss him,
bud mayb..
mayb sumday,
wounds will be healed
smile will surfaced again
scar will b so deep dwn til u wont feel it animore
numbness is e best cure 4 everythin...

ps: juz hope u done well 4 ur IPPT n SOC ba =)

everything comes to an end at 3:45 PM.

Monday, November 27, 2006

remincing into our past
into our memories, tears juz flow,heart juz ache
Y? Y we haf such a wonderful relationship bud oso as much fcukin external factors?
we could haf been prince n princess
livin in our dreamland happily together 4ever
lovin each other n gg tru everythin together
bud i guess its all in dreamland eh?
reality is nv so beautiful, nv so sweet, nv 4ever
i reali luv him, i reali do
i'm serious abt dis relationship, cant he c?
cant he c dat i'm alrd toleratin so much tru'out these 1yr 8mths?
cant he c wad i wan frm him?
cant he c hw i wan him 2 protect me?
saein to protect sum1 is easy, action is another
he's e onli boy i luv so much
e onli boy i wan him 2 protect me
bud its impossible.
dats life, dats reality.

everything comes to an end at 1:27 PM.

baby & bibi spells FUN =)

<3>

miss my pic? warhahah !! =)

everything comes to an end at 11:27 AM.

well,actually i gt so much unhappiness n bu man in me
i gt so much un-contentment in me
i gt so much i wana man yuan
i gt so much i cant c eye to eye n i feel lyk sayin it all out
i gt so much 2 sae n complain till if i sae it all out,
so much dat i wana blar everythin outa my brain,my mind,my heart,my SOUL.
been 'ren' 4 so so SO LONG. zzz!!
Y shuld i tolerate?!!
our relationship sure wont last LONG
cuz u r the GD UPBRINGING BOY,
n i'm e BAD UPBRINGING GAL
i wana find my BAD UPBRINGING BOY
u're TOO GD 4 me, i cant tahan
i need my BAD BOY,
e BOY hu will stand up 4 me no matter hu is e opponent
no matter wadever e consequences
juz 4 me, wifout thinkin of e consequences n situation
a BOY hu wil stand by me always, n i will stand by him always too

things nv seems 2 heal
things nv seems 2 get better
things nv seems 2 changed after qurrals
things nv seems 2 tuurn 4 e better
instead, i'm feelin e hatred growin in me
instead, i'm feelin e urge 2 blare everythin out rite den!!

yes, i llove you.
bud if dis love has 2 go tru all these, it wont last
or mayb it will last,
bud many unhappiness wil arise
if lettin u happy n makin everythin alrite means i haf 2 tolerate everythin, i'm willin 2 do so, bud as time changes, as pple change, there's no garuntee dat i'll nt compare.
there's no garuntee dat i will luv u 4ever
there's no garuntee dat i will b willing 2 tolerate 4 uue 4ever
there'll cum a time, wen opputunity cums along
n i've enuff
n i'll wana break free
break free nt frm u
bud frm all e irritatness,angrness,un-contentment n finally,
i can be me
me,myself,my life,my attitude,my character.

i live 4 my own,nt 4 e sake of pasifying ani1
i live 4 my own, my selfishness u'll nv imagine
i live 4 u, yes, bud time will heal all wounds
n wen its all too overwheming 4 me 2 bare,
i duno wad wil happen.
u're e goody-two-shoe
e mommy boy.
e gd boy every adult wil LOVE

bud,
i'm lookin 4 my BAD BOY
attitude n full of character
e boy all adults will DISLIKE
bud i will LOVE TOTALLY
its my life,i dun haf 2 please ANI1.

everything comes to an end at 9:43 AM.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I MISS DARIE LIM JUNLIANG =(
sat n sun juz flown away lydis
baby book in ler, though went at 8pm, bud time is nv enuf wif him
9 more days, baby wil POP le!! =)
had spend wonderful moments wif baby all these days 2gether
we haf learn 2 cherish all e percious moments we had wif each other =)

SAT was fun FUN FUN !!!
though dar book out n we met onli at 6.30pm
bud frm e time we met til i went hm at 3am, i had spend uber memorable moments wif baby!!
daddy drive us 2 baby's hm, ate crab at baby's hm
den went JP meet dar's NS fren n gf go Sakae mum-mum
we were alrd FULL 2 limits liao can? LOL
ordered 2plates tako yaki my fav!!
octopus,fish egg, 7 UP n 1 more i 4gort
dar's fren ate damn lot! LOL
reached pm liao, den 9.50pm last order.
we ate til 10pm den kana asked 2 pay bil liao lor. KNS
took sum pics wif baby neh!! =)
den walked bk JP, shops all closed liao lei, walked aimlessly
n our movie is at 12.15am can?! LOL
went MAC slack, took pics again!! wOoHhOo~
den went arcade!! DATONA i was leadin 1st de lor, 4 quite long lor
den dar KNS lor!! bang me over duno hw mani times! GRRRRR!!!
lets play again dar! i MUST win u, n i will de!! cuz i'm der!! hee!
finally movie started le!
startin was kinda boring?n cuz i dun wan fall asleep ma
den i ka jiao my baby, do funny actions n tok 2 him
bud baby keep askin me watch nia lor! haha!!
overall movie 70% la.bud baby enjoyed!! he enjoyed jiu hao la =)
took cab bk S11,den dar drove me hm!!
reach hm 3am, waited 4 dar reach hm n oror at 3.45am. LOL

sun woke up 5.30am,slept less den 2hrs? LOL
den daddy fetch me 2 baby;s hm at 6.15am
bud i called baby lyk 4 times den he open e door! LOL! NVM =)
drop dead tired on his bed, huggies n oror til ard 8am la
den woke up,dar ate,watch abit TV,den went OUT juz 2 fill car oil
DOTS la!feelin so irrreated wif flu liao n dar stil wana go fill OIL 4 wad?
TOO WU LIAO ARH?!! OMG
den went his aunt hm, stayed quite long lor,den went 399 buy dar's lunch n tibits n bk 2 his hm
ate liao jiu oror again, frm 1 plus till 4 plus!! OMG! wasted so MUCH time!!
next time no more midnite movies le la, watch le dar SO DARN TIRED de
whole day jiu gone lydat. KNS
den wakie liao go type his NS thingy,another 2hrs,den eat dinner
jiu haf 2 book in liao. hai. wad a day man.

frankly, i hate 2dae. wastin time nia.
n dar y u lyk 2 run errands ah?
next time u wan run errands can wen i'm nt wif u de ma HUH?
i wana b a high class gal. nt a errand-OH BA SAN
u can b OH BA GONG la,bud spare me PLS?

everything comes to an end at 10:34 PM.

Friday, November 24, 2006

i'm home hOmE HOME =)
was uber tired after 5days of sch la
my back aching,eyes gg blur,head splittin soon!!
progress report cum presentation on MONDAY. bud i haven finish 1/2 can
duh!
proj juz SUX la. wen cn i graduate?!!!
awWww~ crabs 2nite =) WOOTS!!
these few days eat n eat,sure gain loads calories de lor
sure fat de lor!! ZZZ!!!
n i'm eatin loads tibits too,which i bought wif xinyu yest!! LOL

my baby's walkin his 16km nw ba,since 3pm jiu walk le
hope it isint too tired n e loads arent too heavy ba
my lil boy is so skinny!! dun qifu him la!! let e FATTYY BOOM BOOMs carry!!
LOL!!
hai, my baby is onli bk at 7pm tml =(
sux isint it?!! wad e hell !! !@#$%^&*%&%# !!!
e weekends r way tOoo SHORT
n e weekdays r way TOOOOO LONG!!!
grrrrrr!!
i'll self-proclaim off days after baby's POP
i don care!!!
tata! i'll update til here la, life's TOO boring 2 update neh!!

everything comes to an end at 5:30 PM.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

i'm veri veri veri happie u noe?!!! =)
baby called me twice juz nw
early in e mornin able 2 hear baby's voice is so much lyk a dream!! =))
imagine, 7+3=10days wifout msg n baby's voice, much lyk HELL
though tok awhile nia,bud its sufficient le!!
baby went 2 fall in liao. so ke lian, nv go canteen buy food eat
ahyo baby ah! save e dollar coin 4 wad neh? go eat mah!!!
u ah, naughty boy!!
yest baby 11pm after my show called me
DOTS!!
silly boy ah! y call me after 11pm? der cn tok 2 u n dun watch show de ma
2dae my lil boy muz b so tired n blur blur le la
sayang sayang baby wen bk 2 der der side wor!!
muacks muacks huggie huggie my lil baby wor!!
tml wil b FRI le. wEeeEe ~ =)
ai shi ni le la!! LIM JUNLIANG!!

ps: 12 days to baby's POP!!! =))

everything comes to an end at 10:58 AM.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

i'm gona struggle tru today.
cuz tml, baby cn contact me le!! =)
i cant help bud pity myself 4 being so pathetic man!!
nw, even a single msg is so damn impt 2 me. zzz!!
tuition lata. den go meet mummy go hm =)
tml wil cum soon rite? pls assure me, i'm still hanging on there
its nt rainin. YEA!! hope dar cn go tru all e obsticles required!!
n he muz b safe safe SAFE!!
dats all i ask 4
e lil boy i luv so much!!

everything comes to an end at 1:28 PM.

Monday, November 20, 2006

blogs.blogs.blogs
guess i'm accustomed 2 blog out all my tots,pain,happiness in here le
my constant customer. LOL
hai. its onli MONDAY can!! duh!!
4 more days 2 c my lil boy
i luv 2 read my past postage,cuz its lyk readin my past memories wif baby
its lyk noein we haf been 2gether so long le
[ 1 yr 8mths ] =)
n may it continue dis whole lifetime, baby's my prince
ah ha! 15 more days!!
i noe we can struggle tru all dis.BMT & FIELD CAMP we gone tru le rite?!!
i'm so excited 4 e day of dar POP!! cuz it means.. wEeEEee~
wow! i luv baby so much!!
guess his e onli boy i can gif out so much 2.
guess his e onli boy i can luv so much, put him 1st in everythin, b4 every1
juz hope baby wil take care arh
another 2 days of contect-less
baby dun bo sim n do things anihw arh
survive n b e BEST!!

pain is onli tempory, pride is forever =)

everything comes to an end at 10:10 AM.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

tears fallin, my tears r fallin
i'm such a stupid idiotic gal!!
i'm such a dumbo!! hw did i delete all e pics?
HOW DID I???!!! i stil duno
wad did i press?!! wad did i touch?!!
all dar's n mine pic dis weekend r GONE
no more le!! no more le!!
i wan those pics back! i regret!! dar!!! =(
all those sweet pics we took
all deleted by my stupid hand!!
i wanted e pics soon bud in e end?!
i deleted all those pics wif my own hands!!
its been so long since dar n me took pics le
n i, me, myself is e culprit 4 destroyin all dat. =(
kill me pls.

dar back in tekong ler
today sux. dar had 2 book in at 6.40pm
n leave house at 5.20pm. so early!! so fast!!
i miss him terribly again
had been waitin so long 2 reunite wif dar on sat
n its juz gone lydis? i dun feel e time passin at all
y time wif baby pass so fast de?!! i hateeeee =(
dar had loads bites after field camp, bud lucky no injury or hurts
thanks GOD!!
my baby gettin thinner n thinner le
c le oso xin tong sia.
my baby so thin bud yet, i feel so secure wif him =)
went JP wif dar on sat, no late movie, den went orchard ah
queue at shaw tower was darn long can
den cinileasure was FULL. except e 1st row?!! zzz!!
so din catch ani movies ah, bud..
we went 4 suki sushi!! *yummy yummy*
i LOVE tako yaki can!! hee!
baby ate his terriyaki rice set n i ate 2 plates of tako yaki!!
den i wanted dar help me get rid of e mayonise
bud. LOL. it rolled off my chopsticks n b4 it dropped 2 e floor, it dropped on dar jeans too. hee
dar so cute! ask me take pic as edvidence!! LOL
bud i deleted it i duno hw i deleted it. sorry dar =(
walked n walk loads la. den took bus hm lor
AND!! i overnite at dar hm!! so happy! =)
huggie baby oror, so sweet n xin fu
i love him so much!! n duno dar realised ma, we din qurral at all these 2weeks!!
though i feel dat i din get enuf slp,bud i feel so xin fu.
i wana spend my lifetime wif dar
i wan luv n care 4 him my whole lifetime
lim junliang is my one n onli boy, e boy i luv so much

ps: thanks 4 all e care,love n concern u shower me wif dar. i <3>

everything comes to an end at 8:46 PM.

Friday, November 17, 2006

wOohHoO!! i wana tell e whole world!!
my baby boy is BACK!!
lalala ~ i'm e happiest gal in e worlddd =))
baby msg me at 12.13pm while i was doin reborndin
din expect him 2 msg so early la
den wen i read, my heart was lyk tumping so FAST
sumthin lyk sum1 u 'an lain' date u out. LOL
la la la!! i'm crazy, dun mind me =)
bud baby slowly do yah things wor!!
no hurry! as long as i noe u're back jiu hao ler!!

I LOVE YOU *aishitero*

everything comes to an end at 1:45 PM.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

wad e hell !! duh!!
planned 2 reborn dis evenin after sch
bud! a gal gt there b4 me n is gg do colour dye n reborndin too!!
means after she finish will b lyk 9pm?!!
zzz!!
means i've onli left 2 do it tml la
means, tml mornin i needa pon class
n get there by 10am 2 b e 1st customer
LOL
i muz reborn la. my hair is lyk so hyewired after cuttin
REGRETS man!! zzz!!
i'm loving it!!
n fri means...
my boy gonna b BACK!! wEeeeeEEe !!! FINALLY =))

everything comes to an end at 5:42 PM.

[ saddenin story ]

Once upon a time, there was a blind girl.
She hated e world n every1 else, except 4 her loving boyfren hu was always there for her.
One day, she said 2 her boyfren "If only I could see e world... I'll definitely marry you"!
Soon after, some1 donated a pair of eyes 2 her.
&... she could see everything!
Her boyfriend den asked her, "now dat u cn see e world, wil u marry me"?
The girl was shocked 2 realize dat her boyfren, juz lyk her, was another pathetic blind soul.
& so she heartlessly rejected him.
Her boyfren walked away in tears, n later wrote a letter to her saying
......
"Just take care of my eyes, my dear"

everything comes to an end at 1:40 PM.

okae,i'm in sch being e gd student
LOL. actually wanted 2 go reborn my hair early 9am de
den ponder n ponder over wherethe 2 reborn after sch or straight
finaly made up my mind!! -> after sch la
my attendence muz b perfect!
so dat after dar POP i cn at least take a few days off frm sch!!
i wana pei my boy la
i miss him terribly
i miss e old days where we had such a carefree life
so much freedom n fun
doin wadever we wan n gg wherever we wan
we cn even take 2hrs plus bus frm changi airport hm!!
LOL
i luv e lifestyle back den =(
n its all gone. all bcuz of NS!! grrrrrr!!
tok online wif junwei yest
awWww ~ seems lyk dar life is controlled by NS
our time 2gether wil b so lil le
so insignificant le =(
bud stil, i'll wait 4 u baby
cuz i wana spend my lifetime caring n loving u
=)

everything comes to an end at 9:42 AM.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i'm tearing, i'm tearing again
my heart is breaking, my lil heart is hurting again
i cant control animore
i cant take e tremendous pain animore
i keep numbin myself
consolin dat dar wil b back SOON
bud wen? wen will he den b back??????
i'm breakin dwn soon
i dun think i can hold on ani longer
i'm struggling 2 my limits
n i can feel my world is gona fall apart
my heart hurts hurts HURTS
i miss lim junliang
return him bk 2 me hao ma?
pls????
i wish my tears culd wash away all my heartache
bud it onli cause more
more den wad i could bear
more den wad my lil heart could bear...

everything comes to an end at 6:41 PM.

promisedd my boy 2 update everythin so dat he cn read wen he's back arh.
yest wet 4 hair cut,too long liao den find dat my hair keep droppin!!
am i havin cancer?! LOL! *choy*
cut my fringe la,n i HATE it!! =(
regrets. regrets. REGRETS!!
oh nvm! lucky its NOV nw,by CNY it shuld b long alrd
gona dye my hair lata
n make COOKIES 4 my boy lata or tml =))
been spendin way toOoo much la
n eatin way tOoooO much too!! zzz!!
may 2dae pass faster pls? n tml too?

OH! if baby cumin bk on sat n timin same as zs grp
me n soh yin planned 2 go fetch our boy 2gether!! =)
certaintly i MISS my boyfren
my heart beat 4 u,
my one n onli <3

everything comes to an end at 10:40 AM.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

another day has passed
yest did nt teach tuition,cuz student has sore eyes
i don wana get infected eh?!
i wan b perfectly fine n pretty wen i c my baby on sat!! =)
so!! went shoppin wif xinyu at fareast!! =)
been hafin such a hectic life teachin tuition dis pass mths, kinda tired alrd
AwWww ~ y is $$ so impt 2 me?!! y am i nt a rich gal?
or mayb a rich tai-tai 2 b? *yea,i'm dreamin la*
i'm gona b a carrear women!!
as well as a sweet n loving wife?! haha!! =)

mornin went 4 mindef tok..
saes abt all army life,army days..
n wen dey showed n toked abt field camp, i can feel my eyes tearing!!
tears fall, my heart hurts so much..
i juz hope dar will b alrite there
miss ya so much..
wed,thurs,fri.. 3 more days 2 go!!
i'm waitin, always waitin..

everything comes to an end at 1:20 PM.

Monday, November 13, 2006

mon-> e worst day of e week!!
noe y? cuz its 1st day of e week!
means another 5days of shit b4 weekends. duh!!

oOhHhooO ~ i hope GOD blessed my prayers
yest din rain at all. instead e sun was GD!!
hope it isint too hot 4 baby either, bud at least its betta den wen its raining rite?!
2days gone in field camp my luv
another 5 more days 2 go eh! SO DAMN LONG CAN?!
bud QH says fri baby wil b back in camp le
so i'm quite happy abt dis news la
my hp is so quiet n lonely
i dun haf 2 bring it wenever i go animore liao lor
e msges n calls i'm waitin 4 will nv exist
my hp is so dead.
argh!! okae, i will struggle tru dis week la
counting dwn tue,wed,thurs,FRI =)
take care my boy! *muacks*

ps: gossip n shoppin spree wif michelle lata =)

everything comes to an end at 9:53 AM.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

sunday morning!!
ever since baby enlist,every sun mornin i wil reached his hm by 6.30am
today,i'm awake,bud nt by baby's side
I REALI MISS HIM LOADS

yest, me, xinyu,mh,shamain planned 2 go sentosa de
bud e stupid rain spoilt everythin!!
wasted our 3bucks la!! Grrrrr!!
end up,we stayed under the pavillion n chatted till 3pm
den took bus back 2 habour front n had our lunch n continued 2 chat n gossip till 6pm?!
we reali can gossip n tok can!! so FUN
den shamain went hm ler
we went 2 vivo walked again n i bought a black dress again LOL
den went suntec cuz xinyu wana find her bf ma
she overnite u noe!! so XIAN MU her la!!
i miss my bf loads!! n i cant even contact him
i need 2 noe hw he is, hw is he doin!!
we walked n went toysaures!! haha!!
today was FUN la! we talked abt sec sch days!! *memories*
den its was 9.30pm liao.me n mh had 2 go hm ler
xinyu stil waitin 4 her bf till 10.30pm
n she was complainin all e way. LOL
if i can c baby, i dun mind waitin 4 hw long! as long i can c him jiu hao le =(

took 106, wo dan xin dar dar, wanted 2 noe hw he is, wad he's doin
thus, i msg qh cuz he juz went field camp ma..
dat idiotic qh, called me n told me till so terrifyin n scary n disgustin!!
i cried. so paisae la!
bud i was so worried abt baby. can he take it? he's my lil boy.
n those insects, pls leave my boy alone can?
attact others! LOL
n rain rain. PLS go away can?
rain as much as u wan in jurong, bud NOT at tekong la!!
cried all e way til i'm home, i cant control.
my heart juz felt so pain. so bu an...

everything comes to an end at 7:41 AM.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

baby's gone far far away ler
7days..gdbye my love =(
yest nite i cried ler.
i force myself 2 stay strong thr'out whole conversation wif dar
bud wen its gona hang up fone, i nearly gave myself away
after puttin dwn fone we continue msg
n den, tears juz flow continously
its sure a torture 4 me!!

4 the next 7days no msg nor calls
my hp wil b veri LONELY
pls let dis 7days pass faster can?!

dar, NS made me realise i reali need u
reali wan u
u're such a wonderful boy
u're worth everythin in dis world!!
i can tell my frens u're e boy i wan 4 my laogong!! =)
i'm dat SURE!!

days wifout baby so hard 2 pass
so hard 2 go on..
i miss u badly terribly baby
I LOVE YOU

[ LIM JUNLIANG ]

everything comes to an end at 7:54 AM.

Friday, November 10, 2006

so wad if today's FRI?
i'm nt happy,nt excited,nt HIGH
baby wil stil b stuck in camp, n worse, he's gg field camp
7days of no msg+no calls?! i'm gona die!!
today wil b e last day baby wil b msgin or callin me
so muz treasure e talktime 2nite wor!! =(
i'm waitin 4 2nite 2 cum. SOON PLS!!
n e 7days 2 pass AS FAST AS POSSIBLE
i noe baby feels as sad n unhappy as i am
bud don kae my boy?
gif ur bez in dis field camp kae?
dar can de. der believe in dar capability!! =)

dar juz did his practice-NAFA
hope he did well.
gettin a GOLD or nt is nt dat impt kae
as long as u did ur best no regrets can ler!!

i juz hope all things will go smoothly 4 baby durin his field camp
n der wil b a gd gal i PROMISE =))

n wen baby's back...
hee hee!!
OVERNITE!! wOoHhOoo ~
after much persuation, i finally persuaded my old tradition daddy 2 allow me!!
till den, we're gona haf loads of FUN FUN FUN kae!!
til we r DROP DEAD TIRED!! =)

take care baby.
der waitin 4 u

everything comes to an end at 1:21 PM.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

boreddemm...!!
i'l update sum pics frm our past memories =)
sum r certaintlt atrocious kae.
bud its all in e past liao la!! *blehx*

our veri 1st pic taken 2gether
2 yrs ago okae! laugh all u wan!!

our 1st sentosa trip after stead!! =)

1st time we went oversea 2gether n shared a BED!!
wEeee ~ FREEDOM =))

n...
baby's graduation!!
mine coming SOON !! =)

everything comes to an end at 10:36 AM.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

okaes, i've juz changed my blogskin!!
boreddd wif e old one lar
plus i gt so much free time...
tata! changed my BLOGSKINS =)

boredem!!
today is onli e 1st week wed!!
baby wil b gone 4 2weeks!! duh!!
i'll miss him lyk hell la!!
9 days more 2 go, n i'm still counting
waiting 4 my lil boy 2 b back
Grrrrrrr!!!
I MISS HIM

waitin 4 my boy 2 call me every nite
cuz there'll b 7days i cant c him n hear his voice!!
its worse wen during BMT or his THAILAND TRIP
,-_-,
bud theres nuttin we cn do. haix
i pray dat he will b safe n alrite during field camp
n emerge safely home!!
i promise i'll wait 4 uue baby
n i'll b a gd gal
so dun worry kae? =)
luv yah! *muacks*

PS: TO the RSAF : Pls kindly return my boy's CIVILIAN LIFE

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Monday, November 06, 2006

i`m the girl who will put her head on yourshoulder,not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
i`m the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars,more than inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
i`m the girl who holds your hand and plays withit....
i`m the girl who doesn't mind you playing with herhair....
i`m the girl who stares into your eyes looking for a reason for what you see in me.
i`m the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
i`m the girl who will take care of you when you are sick...
i`m the girl who you can talk to about anything...
i`m the girl who laughs at your jokes...
i`m the girl who will listen to you talk...
i`m the girl who loves when you hug me for noapparent reason...
i`m the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead....
i`m the girl who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us...
i`m the girl who will love you unconditionally for therest of your life...

junliang baby,

I LOVE YOU

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

the startin of my nightmare commerce NOW. TODAY.
dar back in tekong ler =(
means 2weeks cant c my baby ler
awWww!! i'll miss him lyk hell la!!
aniwae, i'm missing him nw le
2 weeks!! can u imagine 14 days wif him AGAIN
as if its e startin of BMT !! duh!!
bud at least 1 get 2 tok n msg wif baby every single day!!
bud dis time, 7days field camp= no contacting!! =(
kill me pls!!
save me frm all e sufferings!!

let dis 2weeks b a test 4 us ba
we had gone tru so much,
passed so mani tests
dis 1 shuldnt b impossible de la!!
cuz of our LOVE
our BOND
our HEART
i believe i do luv him so much dat i cant live wifout him
i'll cherish dis relationship de
juz dat sumtimes i'll oso haf my xiaojie temper la
bud i promise u dar,
no more unreasonable qurrals frm der kae?
n trust in der la
i DO LOVE YOU!!

i juz wan dar 2 take care
2 b safe frm all injures
hope his hand alrite soon!!
n he can do his best during field camp
overcum all obsticles!!
i *pray*...

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Friday, November 03, 2006

crack my brains
squeeze all my brain juices out
plan so mani days
asked so mani of my frens
wads e reason?
juz cuz i wanted 2 gif him sum memories
juz cuz i wan make him feel dat his weekends r happy, loved, cared, FUN.
he's gonna go field camp
means 2weeks of nt seeing each other
means 2weeks of misses
wanted 2 gif him n myself sumthin 2 remeber, 2 think back n smile

bud he lei?!
excues = reasons
far, lazy, no time, tired, do so mani things etc
FAR FAR FAR!!!
so far jiu cannot la?!
den we r so far apart. u in tekong, i in jurong.
so? FAR matters so much ma?!!
mani things?!
juz zoo n seoul garden 4 dinner call mani things?!
OMG!!
ur life muz b so miserably sian la.

ahyah!
up 2 u la. u lyk wad den wad.
wan do wad den wad.
i'm NOT gonna care animore
nt gonna bother animore
don ever ask me go where or wad animore
i'll shoot u back!!

ps: i shall'dnt b such a fool n busybody animore.

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

woOhHoO ~ its thurs alrd =)
yest actually was my last day of tuition nah
bud pri 2&4 wanted me 2 continue,bud once a week nia
means onli 2mths i get 200bucks!!
hai. nvm. BO BIAN la.

gg shoppin 2dae n tml!!
wEeeEee~
actually nort reali dat happy la,cuz gona spnd $$ again
n i'm saving 4 learnin drivin la
bud,i'm so damn bored at hm!! so i'll go window shoppin! LOL
sch = boredem!!
*yawn*

i miss darling la
onli he can cure my boredem =)
onli he can make me go super high. LOL
so STOP guessin n worryin my lil boy
der luv u. my one n onli. hao ma?
der trust ur luv 4 me
so trust mine 4 u too can ma?
u're everythin i wanted
everythin i wished 4
everythin i hoped 4
theres nuttin abt u 2 change
u haf achieve wad der wans in my 'DREAM BOYFREN' le

juz dat...
u cant put me 1st in ur heart.
bud nvm la.
=)

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