CLARA & JUNLIANG

Sunday, October 29, 2006

duh! baby far away in tekong le
awWWwww!! I MISS HIM
especially after we had dis BIG SADDENING SESSION dis morning
bottled so much happiness inside me
accumilated over all these moments we had 2gether
i luv him, yes i do.
bud, there's so much which makes me feel dat we wont last, theres no future ahead of us
thus after chattin wif xinyu yest
n him tellin me i'm onli NO.4 in his heart,
i decided 2 pour out all my grivences n angry-ness today
i asked 4 a break.
i actually asked 4 sumthin i nv ever wanted
asked 4 sumthin dat i noe i will regret if it turns out e way
bud my anger rules over my head
i cant ta han animore le

n he la!
actually asked he wana go ant wen he is alrd at e door liao
n wen his mum said 2 go take car
he din even bother use e oppotunity 2 'hong' me
instead,
he tell his mum he go wif her!!
damn!! even angry can?!
i juz feel lyk stop all my relationshp wif him
n get out of his house at once!!
grrrrrrrr!!!

aniwae, nw we r okae le la
i still luv baby as b4
i still wan him. need him.
bud, i'm still veri angry abt dis. i still mind. =(

lata went JE wif baby
n i saw xinyu!! so nice 2 c her la
kinda miss e fun n siao days in sec sch days
we r e noisest partner in CLASS! LOL
n we can luff till we fell off e chair de lor
i wonder hw i did dat too! LOL
lucky my baby haf qh
else i feel so bad 2 leave my baby alone
saw desmond, glenn etc at KFC la
bud cause mani pple frm other classes there, n wif e fact dat we wear lyk SHIT
we decided nt 2 go over. LOL

oh! dar went so mani places n finally bought his wrist wrap
hope it helps!! =)
i so dan xin abt my baby's hand
seems so serious la! i feel hurt too!! =(
i *pray* my baby hand will b alrite soon!! *pls*
take care arh my love
dun make me worry animore ler
update me on ur everythin pls!!

*yawn*
i'm waitin 4 baby's call bud i'm darn tired le
nvm! i will wait!
i wana hear his voice b4 gg 2 lala land!! hee!

everything comes to an end at 9:59 PM.

Friday, October 27, 2006

BOO!!
back frm shoppin spree @ bugis!!
actually saw quite a no. of tops n bottoms i lyk la
bud,
no.1) limited cash
no.2) i wan dar's opinion

bud aniwae,
i bought a retro white jeans typa dress
nt those girly n sweet 1 lar
bud i lyk it!!
too long. need sum alteration though
aniwae, its juz $26 larh.
so its okae. =)
see wen e alteration will b done n i'll wear it!!
ate n drank the soya bean till i damn full sia
nearly vomited!! LOL
chat alot wif dem today
shared alot abt GUYS
abt our dream guy. LOL
took bus 7 which took lyk 45mins juz 2 reach clementi wen i could take 197 till JE?!
cuz wana suit every1 de destination ma!!
aniwae, reached hm ard 9.45pm
den jiu online ler lo

wa! i super piss off wif dar sia
@#$%^&*^%$#@ !!! zzz!!!
dun wana sae liao la!!
anythin la!!
u wan think wad den wad la
aniwae, u're inside so its all up 2 u 2 think
u think i look dwn on u think u useless den so b it la
i cant b bothered wif u animore!!
grrrrr!!!
so mani things i wana man yuan!!!
i am so nt contented !!!

i constantly wish 4 my dream boy in my dreamland
wen will it so so happened??!!
a boy hu will put me 1st in his life
i mean 1ST!! nt 2ND!! nt 3RD!!
nt 1ST EXCLUDING ani1
1ST INCLUDING EVER1 !!!
BOO!!

bye ~

everything comes to an end at 10:51 PM.

awWww!!
fri fri fri!! bud, dar wont b back today larh! :(
no tuition 2dae!
duno shuld happie or nt
cuz no tuition means no income zZZ!!
bud, i can rest!!
bud tml havin tuition frm 10.30am-2pm larh
after dat goin baby house wait 4 him =)
Y SO LONG DEN WILL HE Be BACK??!!!!

oh! air force juz contacted me
c wen gg 4 their talk?
harh! i dun think i can join lar
cuz my NAFA fitness sux 2 e CORE
my 2.4km was lyk 18mins? LOL
blah blah blah!!

i tot of buyin 2 slippers i've been eyeing SO LONG lei
bud baby sae nt nice
n i AM VERI CONCERN wif his opinion de lei
ahyao!!
shuld i buy or nort??!!
decide lata!
n i wan e white shorts @ bugis!!
i wana get dat duno hw long liao lor!!
BOOOOOOO!!

hao liao! gonna do sum start up work on my proj le
BYE~

everything comes to an end at 11:19 AM.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

thurs is today!!
may sun cum sooner pls!!
i'm surrounded wib boredem!!
grrrrr!!!
i'm conductin tuition till 2nd NOV la
n i'll b jobless den ler!!
BOO!!

my lil boy muz b so unhappy n sad nw
hai.
his naughty hand made him gif up all his chances n opptutunitys
shootin dat time his hand stil pain den no strength 2 hold e gun
den pull up oso cannot pull
thus..
he cant get marksman
kana outa games day too
awWwwW!!
i wish i could b by his side n consol him
bud theres nuttin i can do la
he can onli haf his own 2 reply on
2 stand up again
2 b strong again
i'll gif u all my strength my love
dun b sad animore kae?
mayb its fated 2 b
since its all over, dun think animore ler
take care of ur hand more imp ah
DON DON DON get sick or injured animore can ler
i pray*
wadever it is,
der is oways by ur side
nv will i leave u de la
=)

everything comes to an end at 1:44 PM.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

unhealthy bloggin i noe
i'm supposed 2 b doin my proj la
bud! i've been waitin 4 e system 2 work!!
its sumhw against me lar!
*yawn*
juz feel lyk sleepin onli lar
tuition lata too! duh!!
i MISS e WEEKENDS
n dar told me he will onli b back on sat nite!!
wad the...%$@!$^&^#@
means left sunday?!
n he haf 2 leave hm by 7pm!!
argh!

been msgin wif glenn
cuz he msg me last nite bud i was asleep alrd
he's damn FREE can?!
if my lil boy was lyk dis, he gd would it b
GLENN WONG WEI HAO is so different nw ler
changed so much?
more gentleman?
lolx
he's been botherin wif relationshp problems la
n considered we were once so close
i'll listen n tok 2 him
gif him sum gals views n opinions la
FREE OF CHARGE
i'm gd rite? haha!

dar, i'm tellin u e truth ah
tellin u everythin i done
hu i stay in contact wif
so cannot dun trust der kae?
der heart onli haf u
believe me!
we've been tru so much
nuttin can seperate us
nor make me luv u lesser
NOTHIN

i juz love you my lil boy :D

everything comes to an end at 1:35 PM.

my lil boy @ sentosa!!

lil gal @ sentosa!!

my fav army boy!!

dar n der @ SENTOSA

I LOVE YOU <3

everything comes to an end at 9:44 AM.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

my army boy book in AGAIN ler!
duh!!!
after a long weekend I MISS HIM
spend memorabl moments wif baby lar!!
woOhhHoo ~

went vivo city on sat
it was crowded lar!
n its was certaintly GIANTIC!!
loads shoppin 2 shop la, though many shops nt open yet
bt it was certainly nt encourage 2 shop on sat
crowded EVERYWHERE
was full of pple larh!
bt i bought a dress FINALLY
woOhOoo!! n its 22.90 onli.veri reasonable price! lolx
den decided 2 grab a bit la
went 2 ASIAN KITCHEN
had yummicious xiao long bao while dar had his hot n spicy la mian
there soup wrap inside e xiao long bao can!! *yum yum*
wanted 2 catch 'silk' at vivo cinema de
bud!! no more 'silk'
n NO MORE AVALIABLE SEATS!! much less those back seats la!
nvm! we will catch at vivo another time!
walked till 5 plus? den we took bus 30 hm ler!!

caught 'WORLD TRADE CENTRE' on sun!!
was ultra lmao lor
went JP at 1.10pm den found out dat next movie will cast at 6.35pm!!
bud we wanted watch movie veri long ler
decided 2 wait lor. walk ar JP aimlessly
bt at least wif dar la!! :D
din noe hw time passed, bt aniwae it PASSED
WORLD TRADE CENTRE was okae lar.
nt bad. at least i din fall asleep during the movie!
watch till 8plus den took bus 30 hm ler!!
oh! n in the mroning!!
me n dar did e closest thing 2gether!!
n e cuttest thing HAPPENED!!
so cute of my lil boy! i dun feel er xin or wad!
sincerly, i feel its damn CUTE!! warhahah!
*our lil secret*
went hm at 12 pplus? lolx
my lil baby send me hm!! :D

mon went SENTOSA!!
wEeeEE ~
was plannin 2 go sentosa 4 so long liao lor
FINALLY
mornin went breakfast wif baby n his parents
n baby did sum dangerous stunts
lolx
reached harbour front lyk 12 plus?
bud e sun was hiddin away!
went vivo again 2 buy my candy machine!!
cutie! i love it! :D
sun came out ler! so as planned, SENTOSA!!
palawan beach we went!!
ahyah! we 4gort 2 bring a mat! no wonder i feel sumthin missing!!
huggies n lay dwn 2 tan
went into water
was damn cold at 1st can!!
memories wif baby the 1st time we went sentosa surfaced
took sum pics
ate our snacks
tan again while i lay on top of baby body
din tan long la. ard 3 plus?
den we went 4 shower n took e tram back
luckily it did nt rain there la. cuz jurong was thunderstorm!!
haha!
took bus 30 back h again
we haf been takin bus 30 duno hw mani times dis weekend la
baby's black! bt i'm nort!
i'm nort tan at all! bt red la! BOO
n we haf been worryin abt sumthin e whole day due 2 baby's blurness!!
prayin n prayin? haha!
keep hu shi luan xiang!
bt wen we went hm, HAHA!
HENG!
time pass REALI fast can?
ahyah!
sooon 12 plus ler n i needa go hm ler
i wish i could overnite
i wish i culd fall asleep in baby's arm
n slp tru e nite!!
I WAN MY FREEDOM :(

n todays's tue
my lil boy had 2 book in ler
i'm so sad again
so lonely again
i wan e WEEKENDS BACK
slept till quite late 2dae. by e time i reach baby's house was 8 plus ler
slept again cuz my lil boy was tired
den went e stupid market run errands
was damn HOT N ITCHY la
so much lyk an auntie!! :X
watch tv fer quite long
slack in bed
tv again
slack again
ate dinner
n lil boy had 2 book in AGAIN ler
BOO!

i miss you my darling
der is always wif uue
don feel lonely kae
my heart is urs 2 keep ler
I LOVE YOU <3

everything comes to an end at 9:24 PM.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

tata. thursday.
soon soon. i keep tellin myself SOON
fridays gonna cum tml
n i'll haf e whole weekend wif baby!!
sat, sun, mon, tue!!
wEeeEee ~

so damn tired
been starin at the com screen fer WEEKS
my eyes gonna get blind SOON
yawn*

today dar gg 2 sum place i duno where larh
go 4 shootin!!
18hrs out!!
oh! i'm gonna miss all his msges!!
nvm! gd luck kae baby!
do ur VERI BEST
n do der PROUD
i noe u can one larh!
hee!
i wana hear gd results frm u wor!!

tuition after sch!!
duh!
dats my sucky life larh!
nvm. i'll hold on..
onli a week more?
till 2nd nov n my tuitions wil end.
means NO INCOME
means NO MONEY!!
%$#&%$&#!&&^%$!*&%$
i HATE being POOR!!

bt mayb i'll get sum liveness in my life back
argh! my life reali sux nw
boring n shitty!!
blah blah blah!!

baby daddy juz called me
bluff me sae baby cuming back TODAY!!
i tot reali de SIA!!
warhahhaha ~

i'm lookin 4ward 2 weekend!!
i need sum TAN
i need sum FUN
i need sum HUGS
n definately..
i need my BABY

WEEKENDS I'M COMING!!

everything comes to an end at 2:22 PM.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

argh!
i cant concentrate! totally cant concentrate!
SHUT UP la!
so NOISY n IRRITATING
damn damn damn!!

powerpoint presentation is due dis FRI MORNING
OMG OMG
today n tml 2 finish it?
i'm tryin 2 rush liao la.
bt i cant CONCENTRATE at all!!
my lil brain cant work
my lil cells r LIMITED can
blah!!

hmm..suddenly..
interested in air force?
bt wad the future holds 4 me?
mayb i need 2 go 4 talks n here wad pple sae abt dis ba!
my future kae!
bt i admit i haf the urge 2 join if...
my lil boy is oso in air force!
hee!
n i needa start learning drivin SOON
cant drag animore liao la!
think start of next mth ba..
or after dar POP ba.
den i will start le.
promise myself le, cant DRAG animore ler.
b4 next yr i MUST start le!!

ahhhh!!
gg back 2 my powerpoint le la!
sian sian sian!
my life SUX 2 e CORE
no life. no fun.
wad surroundin me is onli
TUITION TUITION PROJECTS!!

BOO!

everything comes to an end at 10:21 AM.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

woOhHoO ~
finally tue.
wed n thur i'm conductin tuition larh
den wil finally fri ler! yippie!!

yest n 2dae went SP help out lar
was darn COLD can!
bt anyway, i gt 2 new HIGH QUALITY top
n a free MOVIE TICKET!!
harhaha! nt bad after all :P

waitin 4 fri 2 cum
den my boy wil b back hm 2 me
weEeeeEE ~
den i'll b one happy gal again :D
okae!
many sessions of FUN waitin 4 us!!
i'm lookin 4ward 2 WEEKENDS!!

everything comes to an end at 8:10 PM.

Monday, October 16, 2006

warhahah! I LOVE HIM :D

[ 15.10.06] i miss junliang

everything comes to an end at 9:46 AM.

my boyfren in No.4 !! SHUAI!!

everything comes to an end at 9:34 AM.

junliang dar dar book in again le
sun sun sun. so fast past can?!
i dun eben feel a single min passin yet BUT it IS GONE
we werent even 2gether 4 24hrs. nt even a pathetic day
fri was gone 4 gd.
i dun wana mention anymore la
bt 2 e 1 i luv most ...

' i love you.i haf a boyfren, n dats U.'

sat dar had 2 go discovery centre
by e time we met alrd 1 plus liao
n after much angryness-sadness session at my house void-deck,
it was 2 liao.
bt we're OK nw :)
my dear so sweet n lovable
i cant b angry wif him long la. dats my WEAKNESS!
went causeway AGAIN. haha.
though we went there 4 lyk countless times
bt still wif dar,everythin will turn out so GREAT
i've found my bag! :D green 1. new LOOK eh!
bt wasted 29.90bucks. duh!
oh!
did i update dat dar gt dis new EZ LINK dats GREEN in colour?
ultra nice can! i LIKE!
ah ha!
anyway, time was so precious wif dar
the hectic life i'm livin in disappear
it turns into a sweet memory
went dar's hm ard 7 plus?
den 12 plus le dar drive send me hm!
we dun haf 2 catch the LAST BUS animore!
wEeeeEEee ~
oh!
hw i wish i could spend my nite wif baby
hw i wish i could hug u 2 slp again
hw i wish u could b in my embrace
hw i wish we could stay lydis 4ever

BOO! i'm NORT feeling GD la
i wan dar dar
i wan my baby
i worry abt him.
hen dan xin ta
he's nt feeling well
his hand is in pain
GOD, pls pass me all dar's pain
it hurts me seein him in pain
i wana share wif him his pain
pass all 2 me. let him b alrite
PLS
i'm outside. i can take care of myself
dar's in NS. he needa do loads exercise
he need his hand workin WELL badly
i take kae. dun let my dar suffer anymore le

dar, pls take care
dun fall sick kae
der is oways here
waiting 4 uue
luving uue
my heart onli has uue
cuz i reali LOVE YOU

my boy.

everything comes to an end at 9:30 AM.

Friday, October 13, 2006

everything comes to an end at 3:12 PM.

woOHhOooHhOO ~
tata! todaes fri n baby's back 2nite!! :D
miss him totally. veri badly.
budden sat n sun passes so DAMN FAST
n baby'll b bookin in AGAIN
think of e bright side nw!! :P

1st thingy. i'm gonna gif uue more luv bites my dear
here i cum!!
warhahahah ~
oh. u cant run away frm me my dear, dun 4get!!
cuz HUAYIANS ROX!! woots!!

ok.i'm lyk writin silly entry.
lol.
too bored? too lmao? too siao?
i'm ULTRA sian n bored la.
i'm 80% done wif e proposal thingy
needa hand in on mon la
n i'm tryin 2 rush finish by 2dae
oh. mayb sun nite la. harhaha.
no inspiration. no excitment.
hw my limited cells work? i dun haf multiple cells la.
duh!

tue gg spore poly 4 sum exhibitation thingy
n miss chin expect us wear SHOES n LONG PANTS?
isint she CRAZY? OUTA MIND?
NO WAY!! CRAZY GAL!!
gg spore poly wif shoes n long pants look exactly lyk OH BA SAN can
totally disgustin n gross can!
OMG OMG. gonna faint la -.-''
hahh!
i'm wearin skirt n heels.
dats call PROPER DRESSING miss chin :P
lol

mr lim junliang u r a total jerk!
cuz u made me miss u so so much!
made my heart ache 4 uue lyk hell!
made my mind thinkin of u constantly!
made my whole brain cells, body, muscles, fats, lean meat n my ass thinkin of UUE!
oh.
bt i still LOVE you as much.
more den b4
more den YOU LOVE ME
more den ANYONE
i SWEAR

tuition lata on
pls pass faster oh seconds minutes n hours
n slower on sat n sun
lalalalala ~
sch SUX

everything comes to an end at 2:33 PM.

Monday, October 09, 2006

dar back in camp le
sobx*
certaintly i miss miss him
extremely LOADS
baby was back onli on sat n sun
n sat reach hm lyk 2pm lor!
haze ulta CMI so din went sentosa
BOO!
suddenly haf e craving 4 goin sentosa n haf FUN wif baby!!
i wan take loads PICS
i wan HUG HUG
i wan PLAY PLAY PLAY
i wan TAN TAN TAN
nxt week okae!
deal! harhaha

went eat sushi near JP
at 1st wen we took out seats, food at e conveyer belt was lyk shit
so little can?
den baby mouth itchy ask e waitress
haha
den suddenly lyk so mani plates liao
we din ate ALOT
bt still. damn FULL
was sweet. tok as we eat
ambience was gd la.
den lata went JP walk walk
n a little gal ice-cream hit my hand
dar dar sae i wana eat her ice cream! i spoil her ice cream! BOO!
warhahaha.
6 plus ler. went hm eat dinner
dar drive me hm at 12 plus!!
wOOts!! baby haf driving licence SO SHUANG
my baby OKAE. i'm so PROUD!!

sun 5.30am jiu wakie ler
daddy fetch me 2 dar hm which was lyk 6am reach?
haha
4 dar, i wana wakie early find him. time so precious.
oror huggie wif baby
till 7am den wakie go jurong eat breakfast
i sat front seat lei
so gd rite! warhahahah
den after breakfast went 21story NTUC
dar parents sae he dun dare find my daddy
den dar wana prove 2 dem
reali went. lolx
buy coffee n DA BAO
den gif my daddy. i gif de.dar juz wif me! lol
den NUTC shop shop awhile
den go hm ler lor
baby was tired ma.so slept?
till 11 plus lydat. den watch TV play MONOPOLY
was damn FUN! luff till PENGz*
i won okae! cuz i haf more more di pan den BABY!!
warhahah!!
nt long. baby hafa book in ler
BOO!
its always e saddest moment every sun evening!
took mani pic wif baby in NO.4
so SHUAI :P

i miss LIM JUNLIANG
hurts 2 c him leave 4 NS
i wana take care of HIM
i wana LOVE HIM
i wana B WIF HIM
i wana HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS

baby, I LOVE U.
:D

everything comes to an end at 10:14 AM.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

tata. i noe its been history since i've update le
kinda busy?
n din haf much chance 2 online too
many things had happen
wad can i sae?
its too long of a story larh
i'l update wen i'm free kae!

juz wana let baobei noe..

I MISS HIM

I LOVE HIM

I NEED HIM

HES MY EVERYTHING !!

everything comes to an end at 9:56 AM.