Sunday, July 09, 2006
Der er.... Da dun mean to ask abt e past then no happy... Realli dun mean it de.... After i asked,,, i realli dun feel gd.. but just a while .. i noe der love mi... but der.. u noe i love u n realli care abt u ma? everythin in ur life... abt ur past, i just wanna to noe .. not cos ur past i dun wan u or xian qi u.. Da realli never think of those. noe ma? Cos i believe in u.
When ppl sudden say they noe u n if they got give comments, i realli dun care. cos i noe my der to mi in my heart is nt playing mi n we r realli serious. Cos i noe u is serious to be wif mi, and at the same time i like u also, tts y i wan der whicih is u limin. noe ma? dun say wat being shan by guys or wat can??? Im not playin wif u der.. noe ma?? I tel u.. i realli wan u to be by my side. always...noe ma? i dun wan u to leave mi... can ma? i realli scare theres a day u will sian mi fan n others n dun care mi le... noe ma???
Der.. i noe sometimes i realli talk too much or give too many comments.. but i onli say to u. cos we last time said we can say everything from our heart. though sometimes i noe i may said soethin tt hurts u or make u angry.. but believe mi, da realli dun mean it de.. noe ma? give mi time to change.. sometimes is i repeat cos da feel tt der is treating mi as air when i talked so i repeat again.... noe ma? not shooting der,..
As usual... da didnt mean to shoot der.. just concern. sometimes i noe i realli over concern. all cos i dun fang xin u.. i realli teng u very much u noe ma????
der.. Da got something to let u noe ar.. maybe im realli wrong abt tis, i realli dun noe.. but der.. Da realli dun noe whether got listen to wrong things a not n der always said i hear wrong things.. so i got somtimes repeat again.. tts e onli way i can aviod more confusion.. sometimesi may realli hear wrong.. but can dun always say i hear wrong ma? cos when i hear wierd de, i sure say n repeat again (though not always) , sometimes can be der hear or say wrong but dun noe e rite? may have some possibility de rite? rite der????
Da said all these dun angry or think wat can? Da just wan to say can dun who wrong tis n tt can ma?? can help think how to correct instead of saying those hurtful words like "communication problem" can ma? it hurts de... my GF said tis to mi.. i dun feel gd.. noe ma???? Not blaming or hinting things... its tt i realli dun wan like tt again.. i wan happi happi with der... not got communication problem...
Der.... can dun ever angry when Da tel u something wrong my heart ma? All words from my mouth is not shooting der.. its stil e same since we r together. Der..got anythin not happy wif mi can let mi noe n help mi n also give mi time to change ma? can?
everything comes to an end at 1:33 AM.
