Wednesday, June 29, 2005
- yeah!! i've gt a new top le!! frm mango! -- went orchard wif dar,rhea,ah bao,qh,sp,jo,wk n jack -- veri nan de wk n jack will go orchard wif us eh -- n i oso nv tot dar will go too. tot he will wana go hm -- i noe la. cuz u will miss mi rite? hehe.ok,i'm so bhb. lol -- Jo cheat us pei him go take his hp sia. wah, so long -- bt luckly i gt dar wif mi, else i'm gona chop u up lo. lolx -- went eat KFC, eat a biggie wipped potato. *burp* -- n went.. MANGO!! wahahah. hehex. clothes, clothes, clothes! -- mango sales was lyk..OMG!! more 2 pasa malam. pple snatch n choose lyk siao -- clothes all juz drop n no1 bother 2 pick it up. havork sia -- didnt c ani i lyk de, either too biggie size or too mature le. bt saw 1, bt no M xize. -- we took ages la, the guys were lykk so ke lian. hehe -- destination was fareast, bt saw another mango n went in..i still wan a top!! -- yea. shaw tower was betta la. more organize,neater -- n i was lyk strugglin over which top 2 buy. hate it!! -- finally settle on the pink top,bt was nt veri hapie. i wan BOTH. haix -- ah bao has the gal tingy n went hm wif rhea n qh in cab -- the others oso went off, i dun mind! mi n dar can haf all the time n moments 2 ourself!! hehe -- i'm so bad. lolx -- die die dar wana take 143 instead 105. ha..events i shall nt sae -- dar n der noe can le, muacks. hehe -- reach hm aard 11pm n daddy nv call mi!! wow. im so suprised! lol -- gona wear my new top tml. hehe. dats all. tata... -
everything comes to an end at 2:38 PM.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
~ trUe lurff ~[[ when u truly luv sumonethey are the only person in e world hu can make u smile// cherish da time we spend 2gether //- aishiteru. just you and me ; together will my heart n urs beat as one? - ]].... there's nuttin muchfor me to saybut i juz haf totell u b4 i'm gonemy love 4 uhas reached beyondthe depts of an abyss;breaking boundaries to get with you!....eight lettersthree wordsone meaning i love you.
everything comes to an end at 11:56 PM.
- was so sad sad sad.. -- dar dar shouted at mi. twice. :( -- u promise nv 2 shout at mi. u bluff mi -- u so fiierce 2 mi. wad am i u? -- dun wan pei mi go topshop shop shop n buy -- dun wana qian jiu wo at all -- he rather wana go hm fast fast :( -- hurt hurt hurt !!!!! -- dar dar make mi cry so mani times 2dae -- eyes hurts. my heart hurts more -- bt nw i belive dar le ah -- he duno dat was the shop i wanted 2 go ever since i step into orcahard -- its alrite le dar. -- der nv unhapie le. nv blame u le. nv angwe wif u le -- c u lydat yesterdae make my heart hurts -- my heart cries 4 u, u noe mah -- pain pain cuz of u. cuz ur expression -- luv u 4ever dar. dun leave mi -- i need u, reali i do. -
everything comes to an end at 2:49 PM.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
- pls dun hate urself. pls dun if u reali luv mi, pls luv urself take care of urself let urself happie happie cuz onli dis wae, i will b hapie too i luv u. reali i do. u r my everythin. my world. my life. cuz of u my world changes frm a simple life n a simple gal to a... gal hu feel so so xin fu n hapie i've felt dat i'm the hapiest gal on earth b4 till nw i still am hope dis go on 4eva my dar, my bao bei, my laogong dun feel hurt n sad by my words i dun mean 2 hurt u. nv eva. juz wana luv u 4eva, showin u wif all the luv i can i juz luv u!! *muacks* -
everything comes to an end at 2:10 PM.
- sumthings r nt meant 2 b said sumthings r nt meant 2 b spoken out u haf 2 use ur heart 2 understand to noe n feel wad am i thinking i din suffer wif u. i din i din i din juz dat sumtimes feel y we dun understand each other as much as i wanted its nt lettin u noe wads wrong its i wan u 2 find it n feel it out urself do u do u ever ever understand? tellin u will make it no point animore no meaning n useless mayb time will let u feel it all out i reali hope so dar n der will go on 4eva, as long as we can -
everything comes to an end at 2:06 PM.
Monday, June 20, 2005
- nw i've noe.. dat sum words can destroy luv can destroy all hapiness can make sum1 let go n gif up everythin our luv is nt as strong as i've tot our luv is so so fragile it cant go tru anythin. nt at all nt eben sum hurtful words it will cause everythin 2 juz vanish u said so. disapointment in myself, in us in our everythin dat i haf no determination 2 hold on wads holdin mi back frm puttin everythin in it? heart wil break, tears will flow juz sum simple words n everythin will b gone... -
everything comes to an end at 9:15 AM.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
- yea. i'm back hm n i've juz shower le -- so tired. bt so happie too -- so long nv cycle le..2dae went East Coast wif dar,Qh,Sp,Jo,Rhea,Bh,Lz -- was cool n fun sia. juz dat rhea fell n gt hurt badly - haix- meet 11am bt b4 dat had sum unhapines wif dar. cuz i think he treat mi as a maid. as mi bring dis n dat. like servent lydat,so i no hapie!-- bt veri fast okae le ah. meet dar at my hm bustop cuz he took 187. n took 98 2 JE meet the others le ah -- we r so lame sia. took bus instead mrt n took 1 hr plus 2 reach bedok. guys went 2 eat n lata took 401 2 East Coast le!! yea! -- reach le ard 2 plus n rent bike till 5pm..n of we GO!! -- GOSH. so mani pple. well, sat mah, wad can we expect yarh -- cycle till butt pain pain ah..bt veri cooling cuz wind biggie n i can cycle wif dar n frenx -- rhea fell n gt hurt bt she dun wana go c doctor. haix. take care ah gal. -- dar bought 4 mi a roxy shirt!! thx dar. *muacks* n cuz its frm u, i luv it more!! hehex -- lizhen bought same as mi too. bt no white le n she let mi haf white n she took black. gd eh. thx thx. hehex -- get 2 hug hug n muacks dar dar so mani times 2dae. though i c him, i still miss him sumhw.. -- cried 2dae cuz i tot of the past n feel dis n dat. bt dar, i believe uue like mi nw nia k. juz sum feelings dats y i cry. dun feel hurt hao mah -- was so so tired. tookbus 30 back 2 Jp n haf our dinner..dumpling noodles. yum yum.. -- den went buy cornflacks 4 mei mei n mi!! hehex n go hm lo -- dar pei mi hm too n saw my parents. i nw nt scared let my daddy noe oso le dar. cuz uue gave mi the strength. uue make mi dare 2 let him noe -- AHHhhh. gosh. so tired n i've still gt CP 2 learn. update soon!!// vanish // xiaomin
everything comes to an end at 2:25 PM.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
- i miss my dar so much. -- so so much.-- juz saw him juz nw...-- bt i still miss him. -- i wan dar. i wan wan him. - - luv yah loads dar dar ahhhh -~ * muacks* ~ * huggies * ~
everything comes to an end at 6:24 AM.
G.O.S.H !! my hair sux. - sux sux sux. -- regrets regrets regrets -arghx. hate my hair nw lo so so the veri short. bimbo fringe of mine.. GOSH . GOSH . GOSH . ahhhh!!!// pen off // *vanish* ... xiaomin
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Monday, June 06, 2005
- sentosa trip 2dae wif a sick Limin!! lolx -- waitin 4 dis sentosa trip so long liao cuz sentosa saes it miss mi!! bt den so swway, sick yester -- 38.2 degrees measured..flu,sore throat, fever, headach wen i woke up..bt i still wanna go sentsoa -- call n beg dar dar let mi go..hehex..he so stuborn de.keep saein 'no'. duno beg hw long le den he allow..wif mani other things i needa listen 2 him. ahyohx. -- bt i noe cuz uue care 4 mi ah dar dar.. n i'm veri happie 4 dat uue noe mahx -- went 188 bustop wait 4 dar dar, qihui, rhea n baohui. den took 188 reach habour front ard 10.30am.. -- meet up wif others n go sentosa le..yeahx!! -- startin was lyk we were split into 3 grps.guys, siohui grp n my grp. sian diao lor -- bt den after dat we wnt play a kinda merry go round n we started 2 play 2gether le..fun fun ah, bt scary.. -- n dar dar nt hapie i play till too crazy..hehex. hao la. promise uue no next time le k.. muzcks -- went soak water, oror a nap...sit ard chat chat tok tok.. play true or dare..cycle cuz rhea wana learn -- - bt i lyk oror on dar dar lap most le..feel so close 2 him..hehex -- aniwae, after dat we went musical mountain ah..so cool n nice...i like it!! -- n finally found a wae out le..went eat eat n den took 188 go hm le -- n i juz finish tokin 2 dar dar on fone...cum update blog n oror le.. -- nt dun wanna let uue muacks mi ah..i miss ur muacks too..bt i dun wan lata uue fall sick too..i care 4 uue. uue ming bai mah? hope so.. -- nwdaes cant reali hug n muacks uue le..miss it sia..haix haix haix -
everything comes to an end at 4:04 AM.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Missing someone is a terrible but at thesame time,sweet feeling.U will be sitting around wondering if u meantanything to him/her.Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.Rushing to the phone once it ringshoping that it'shim/her.Looking out of the window hoping thathe/she willsurprise u by appearing downstairs.Sitting in front of the television butt thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.Laying on your bed thinking of the last time u wen out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, yourdreams,plans, future.Logging on to the internet hoping to seehim/her online.When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she isokay.Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.U feel as if u are being left alone.So if u miss someone, tell him/her andlet them know.At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.If u are the one being missed and u knowit, let the other party know.if u miss him/her too, tell them.Don't let them wait.
everything comes to an end at 1:05 PM.
- dar ahhh.. wo hao xiang ni ahhh... wei.. :( ..... wo hao xiang ni...... wonderin wads my dar doing nw.. -
everything comes to an end at 12:04 AM.
Friday, June 03, 2005
- 2dae was both happie n sad ah... -- sad de is cuz of yesterdae nite de qurrall wif dar ah -- actually didnt qurrall la..juz sum unhapiness between us..n we hang up fone. sms was worse..haix -- den 12am le..wana 4get abt all the unhapiness..n mi n dar dar sae b4 ah, no overnite unhapiness -- bt 2dae we still continue again..n sms till veri serious n unhappie ah.. - haix- whole dae was smsing..n dar dar make mi sad n cry till i dun eben feel lyk goin 2 sch -- bt i did in the end ah..cuz attendence. bt at canteen 3 i reali nv saw dardar. he sae i treat him transparent n walk awae. no ah..i will nv do dis 2 uue de dar dar...wo bu she de -- in cp class msg till cry again. so paisae sia. bt teacher c i cry stun, dun dare ask mi ans quez le. ha -- no mood. no appetite. no strength. no mood mood mood. nuttin. -- bt den my clas end 3pm le..dardar 5pm den end clas. bt den i dun wana go hm -- - i wana tok it al out wif dar dar. i wan b wif him hapie again. cuz i dun eben noe wad hapen dat make us qurrall till lydat. till like eben frens oso nt being le -- noe uue dun wana hear dis. bt dar dar ah..sorrie 4 all the words i've said 2 uue dat hurt uue..i dun mean it. if i knew i will nv nv ever sae it. cuz hurtin uue is as well as hurtin mi too... ming bai mah? -- rhea meet mi n i went 2 her lecture n wait 4 dar dar clas end..bt dardar class end earlier n i juz went out lo -- veri funnie n lame. we qurral wen on sms so serious n hurtin. bt wen saw him its lyk everythin is fine again le.. all over le.happie once again le. feels lyk so topid. knew i couldnt lose him bt still qurrall wif him. -- hehex.den went watch movie ' cursed' wif qihui, rhea, bao hui n dar dar. -- funnie is ah, we eat kfc, 4get abt time dat show start 7.40pm. till 7.39pm den saw times up liao. luckly mi n dar is burger, can da bao. rhea n qihui eat chicken. muz eat finish all. lolx -- mi n rhea so scared of cinema toliet. went into same cubical. lolx..n we were lyk screamin n luffin..hahax -- ' cursed' was OK..bt nt wad we expected..isint the title meant a horror movie?? -- yah..aniwae, dar dar send mi hm after the movie ah..n home sweet home -
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