Sunday, May 29, 2005
- dar dar sae i dun cum in n blog animore le -- dis blog gona decompose liaox..lolx -- yeah..daes pass too fast liao..nt enuff time in the world 4 mi ah -- since sch starts on tue..been havin things 2 do.. -- tue mahx, the 1st dae of sch reopen liaox..end of freedom le..cant oways meet n hug hug n muacks dar dar le..in sch mah, uue noe...uue cant oways do it -- den still 9am gt reach sch..wah, tired lo..sum kinda commitment,cant b reali dat late.. -- so i saw my classmate..*pengz* so mani china pple,no shuai 1..all toot toot 1..diao. -- bt at least serene n doreen r the same claz wif mi la..else i reali duno wad 2 do liao -- finally wait till break time lo!! same break as dar dar. :P meet him n went canteen 2 eat -- at least can haf 1 hr plus wif dar dar ah..-- n oh yah, francis n chuakai bought a soviner 4 mi n dar. a cute couple hp chain. thx worx. its so cool. hehex. -- waited 4 dar dar claz end at 5pm at blk 23 ar..mani pple pei wo wait. hehex -- wanted 2 go cck watch movie de, bt timin latelate, so end up went esat kfc n go hm le -
everything comes to an end at 11:23 PM.
Friday, May 20, 2005
- i'm back frm the 2 days FOP!! n dat was so so cool. yeahx. -- ha..bt reali dried mi out as well...so so exhausted siax --1st dae orentation was lyk we haf 2 get 2 sch by 8am,brief n welcumin of freshies -- n we start our orentation games n everythin. -- mi n dar dar was in charged of grp PB13.onli 15 pple nia.. quiet mani malays oso -- bt alrite ls..at least wen shoutin cheer dey veri steady 1..lolx -- most pek chek de ar, is haf dis indian leader hu wad oso duno wan. arghx -- played games la, cheer la..den briefin...dis grp can get along la..did kinda interact -- lata dar dar, shaopeng, huang bin n mi went S.I.M eat eat..cuz dar dar haben eat lo -- yarhx..dats abt the 1st dae of FOP ar.. -- 2nd dae mahx, mi n dar dar nt 2gether le..i lead grp 3 wif shu hui..dar dar in charge of Cisco Lab -- PA21 was actually more fun compared 2 PB13..more steady n loud. yarh, dats wad i wan -- we started our campus discovery goin frm place 2 place in NP n 2 brief dem abt the places dey need 2 noe ar.-- our grp fast fast sia..1st grp 2 end. last stop at dar dar de CISCO lab. there stae longest liao. hehex -- went back blk 81..cuz luch buffet was 2 b held there mahx. -- mi n dar dar cuz of abit things nt happie again..n saw 'her' - arghx- dar dar dun wana eat..bt in end make him eat le..hehex.dun wan uue hungry hungry lo. -- others den i dun care liao la..cuz is uue den i care de lo -- after lunch, my former grp 9 was lyk left 1 person..lol..so join wif huang bin de grp -- played the other lame mindgames, prize giving n still haf 2 clear up rubish!! -- lastly wen back LT76 4 another overall talk n mr Lee treat us 2 pizza Hut. -- veri fun n wild at pizza hut sia..reali a fun grp of pple la..enjoyed myself.. -- reach hm 10pm liao le..my show all finish le -- though these 2 days veri exhausted mahx, bt i did enjoyed myself alot. no regrets. hehex -
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
- ya. ok..so yesterdae mi n dar dar meet at his hm dwnstairs n went 4 fop meetin -- kinda sian la..frm 9am till 4pm..listenin 2 schedules..walkin ard skool 2 b able 2 bring our freshies ard.. -- since i've commited myself 2 dis..betta get the bez out of it la --nt happie wif dar dar awhile..cuz he indirectly sae i short!! *hmph*-- bt veri fast ok le ar..cuz promise nv 2 ignore him again -- 2dae dar dar made a final decission.. -> nt 2 change classes -- ponderin 4 so mani weeks le..finally decided nt 2 change class le..mayb lydat oso gd ar..followwad fate has decided 4 uue - yarhx?- in poly...i've realised..sumtimes uue dun need 2 haf alot of frenx..juz 1 or 2 true frenx, hu can understand n trust uue..dats more den enuff. no acting,no lie-ing. juz b ur true-self. -- i've found dat in gesile..hope dat dis last 4 a lifetime.. -- dar dar..though uue lost sum frenx le..bt dun feel sad n think so much abt it hao mah.. -- dey r nt worth ur frenship...since dey wans it 2 b dis wae..den so b it. remeber, uue still haf mi-- hehex..2dae mahx..dar dar came my hm in da moring!! cuz no1 at hm..nan de lei -- hmm..as 4 the things dat happen..its our secrets..lolx.. -- yarhx..den went tanning at cck wif dar dar..OMG!! i'm v.tan nw lo..n dar dar is no betta..so so tan as well. enuff le la. -- after dat went kfc eat eat den go hm le wor -- dar dar so tired..oror awhile on bus..tml n fri veri busy le..FOP!! -- yarh..update uue again ar.. - <180505>... memories... :P
everything comes to an end at 9:53 AM.
[[ Lurve isin't a decision. ]][[ it's a feeling ]][[ If we could decide on hu 2 luv, ]][[ it would b much simplier... ]][[ bt much less magical... ]]
everything comes to an end at 9:17 AM.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
- arghx!! sum1 make mi sOOo paisae n no face yesterdae. *hmph* -- was so so angwee yesterdae siax.. -- hao xin wanna stae ard n play bball cuz wana pei *him* n kana ask 2 go off -- no more next time liaox..next time uue wan, uue ask mi stae. dun ask, i wont VOLUNTEER liaox.. -- stupid stupid mi -- bt hai hao wo you xinyu arx..betta den uue!! *hmph* -- she pei wo go bugis walk walk shop shop...release anger n sadness -- xie wor xinyu!! :) -- shop lyk siao..buy these n dat..bt xinyu buy more den mi sia.. -- frm ard 4pm till 8pm..den go Mos burger eateat..den chat,tok,gossip loads..hehex -- cannot stop toking wen we 2gether de siax..loads craps.. -- reach hm ard 10pm..shower, n lata *he* call mi den tok lo.. -- reali cant stae angwee wif him overnite sia..after sum time den ok liaox.. -- glad dat oways after qurrals we still turn out fine..i still miss ya.. -
everything comes to an end at 4:16 AM.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
- finally haf time cum in blog le worx..gona haf mani things 2 update le siax.. -- so...read at ur own risk...lolx -- hmm..wed mahx..morning went 2 dar dar hm put things..den go jog jog at Chinese Garden -- n i gt a star star frm him..bt den is drop on the floor 1 lor..i wan the 1 on the ceiling sky de..i wan i wan..small small de..i wan uue go pluck it 4 mi!! :P -- my stamina reali kana sai lo..run awhile nia,den tired lyk siao liao..no strength..stomach pain pain..hard 2 breath siax..arghx..den i rest n dar dar go run another round.. -- tot he will run 4 sum time den i can tou lan mahx.hehex..bt den he veri fast back liao lo.. -- continue run awhile more liaox..den rest again..we both sweaty sweaty still can hug hug siax..hehex..den decided 2 walk 2 my hm n back..yarhx.. -- actually oso nt dat far la..haf short cut de lor..juz dat i now den noe..n we reali walk lo..later go market eat eat..den walk back 2 dar dar hm le.. -- bt his parents at hm siax..den abit gan ga..go change den online he online awhile n we go swim swim tan tan le -- bt..unhappie during the journey there..bt its the past le la..so,4get it la.. -- reach n change nia..den dar dar mummy need his help at hm, so we tan 30mins n go shower n take cab 2 his hm le -- his jie jie at hm..every1 at hm..den stae awhile while..i veri gd gal hor. i gt help clean wen wet wet hor? hehex. i gt help take cup out hor? hehex..ha... -- den go hm again oso nt happie..arghx. 1dae 2 things unhappie liaox..dis time nv ok b4 go hm..haix.. :( -- bt den wor..at nite ok liaox arx..no overnite qurrall...hehex -- thur mahx..go back NP 2 haf lessons 4 the FOP orentation.. -- suppose 2 reach at 9am de ar..bt go meet dar dar n reach there 9.20 liaox..ha..bt still haben late 30mins la.. lolx -- hmm..wad can i sae..quite fun la..the 'wild gesse chase' lame bt fun lo... -- after dat go find kor awhile while..saw lishan too.. den went CCK..cancel bugis trip le -- dat dae juz feel dat dar dar dun treat mi as sum1 he lyk..bt den,ndertand la..uue cant gif mi 100% feeling everydae -- went CCK eat eat le den go hm le.. -- fri went orchard n queenway le - veri long nv go shopping le..oways go tan tan.. -- mornng dar dar cum my hm here meet mi take 105 go orchard..go walk walk wor -- at HMV dar dar saw a wallet he lyk le..den buy le lo.. nice nice la -- cinileasure i bought a bag..4 sch reopen de..i bougght sumthin new too..hehex..luv buyin new things sia -- dis 1 dar dar choose de lor..he sae nice nice..at 1st i oso dun reali lyk de..bt den look longer liaox..nt bad la..the colour quite matching..lolx -- 2dae i pei dar dar ate KFC wor..guess dis the 1st time i pei uue reali go eat eh..lolx -- later went queensway buy cl de present..veri fast buy liao den go CCK..cuz i wanna find a hp chain couple de -- bt den dar dar veri mafan..wan small small 1..still wan dis n tt..ha..so nv get in the end ar.. -- had loads fun 2dae sia..cuz veri seldom go shoppin wif dar dar de -- sat we lyk da kor kor da jie jie lydat..bring 2 xiaomeimei out..lolx -- go swim swim ar..den moring go toh guan bring my mei mei fren.. -- wah..dey noiser n louder den mi sia..tok damn loud lo. so paisae..lolx -- frm ard 12 swim till 4 plus sia.hyper active n loud de meimei bcum dead fish liaox..lol -- bt den reali tan liaox lo..dar dar damn damn tan ar...mi too..hehex -- once n the last time bring her out ar..so bu fang bian -- den after dat go hm le ar..ard 6pm reach hm..kinda tired -- dunno y eh..these few daes veri early oror le..veri fast tired.. -- nw all my daes pass wif dar dar..veri happie ar..cuz wif his feel so secure..n can hug hug him. :) -
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
dar dar...after wad uue had explain 2 mi..nw i fully understand oso dat it is impossible 2 feel and haf the same 100% feelings everydae.Its nt dat feelings has fade or wad..its juz dat we cant b feeling the same everydae de..rite? i noe le..so wont feel sian or blame uue de k..no matter wad..i can tell uue truely..all along, be it our unhapiness or qurrals,my feelings 4 uue nv reduce b4..nv lost the feelings b4..it juz all adds up more n more..feelings 4 uue deeper n deeper..wanna understand uue more n more... <>these few daes de qurrall though brought much unhapiness n sadness...bt it juz onli tells mi dat i luv uue more n more liaox..uue r more n more important 2 mi le..ur hapiness n sadness all matters alot 2 mi..wad uue feel n thinks..n after all these qurralls..it shows mi dat we can still carry on..go on 2gether..relyin on each other..still trusting each other..beliving in each other..everythin still returns back 2 the normal n happy us again.. :P yeahx..veri happie dat we still can hug hug n kiss kiss..hehex..i oso lyk 2 hug hug uue alot lot dar dar...make mi feel veri secure n xin fu..sorrie 4 the '4 words' i said 2 uue dat dae..i reali didnt noe it will hurt uue..realii din noe..no more liaox k..dear dear promise dar dar. since we promise 2 b honest le..den no more tings kept inside us k..b it happie or sad de.. wen i am unhappie or wad..i will tell uue straight,bt uue dun think dis n dat..same 4 uue..dun swallow up everythin..wen uue r nt happie..tell mi k..i wana change 4 the betta 4 uue..i wana understand uue more..if uue think uue can or uue wan, can share wif mi ur unhappiness or probblems hao mah..i wana share all these wif uue..b beside uue..at least b there 4 uue eben if i can help nuttin...hao mahx..dar dar..wad i sae here once again is the truth..so plz believe mi..dun anihw keep thinking hao mahx..ur impression 2 mi is still the same..or eben betta after all these times after gettin 2 noe uue more n more..i nw can c another side of uue...a caring uue..a funnie uue..a nt dao n hao lian uue..a sweet uue..a uue dat i juz luv more n more..its juz dat there dis part of uue dat i tot was different frm nw.. <>i believe uue..alot of trust i've put in uue..dwn let mi dwn hao mahx..uue r nt fake hao mahx..dun think dis wae..if the 1 tt i think uue r actualli onli appear in our dreamland..den plz dun let it end..plz let it continue 4eva..i dun wanna wake up in dis dreamland 4eva..its our dreamland..our world..juz uue n mi..juz both of us 2gether..happily...xin fu..secure...n nw, uue r the 1 tt i think uue r..i can feel ur care 4 mi..n i hope uue can feel mine too..dar dar...i luv uue..juz remeber dis...
everything comes to an end at 11:30 AM.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
derder.. i realli dun noe how to give u a 100% feeling when im wif u, so realli dun blame mi or dun feel sian for tt.... cos i dun realli understand gals mind.....
these few days r actualli nt an easy days for both of us, i noe. All those small quarrels realli makes our days moody. As promise, dun think n said abt the stuff of "4 words", "hack care", "ignore", but be "honest"... im realli gald n happt tt though after all these, we can still hug hug.. i realli like 2 hug hug u a lot lot der....
Uuuu asked mi 2day whether i had given u tt same kind of feeling tt i had given u, wat was my replied? tis comes my ans since u asked mi to write it ¬¬¬```` i have all those thinking whenever u r nt happy abt something tt i realli dun noe,, realli dun noe how to tackel lor. haiz.. aiya dun noe how to carry on le la... lolz. haiz...
der... i dun noe wat level of my impression to Uuuu changes before n after u realli get to noe mi.. or rather after we r 2gether..... think im just a guy whom r a bit fake ba, e 1 tt u feel n think i am actuali onli appear in our dreamland...
everything comes to an end at 10:37 PM.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
- damn damn bored sia. exhausted. -- yesterdae choose my IS modules le..8-12pm..timing cool..can early end all lessons le -- yarhx..bt yesterdae mummy sick le..get well soon worx!! :) -- meet dar dar at JP go westmall get his Hp n go cck watch 'HOUSE OF WAX' -- hehex..dar dar wanna shh shh ar..cannot tickle him. no fun. lolx. -- ha. bt we reali blur sia..take bus wanna go cck de..end up go sch there..lolx -- took bus again 2 CCK lo..go buy tickets 1st..den he hungry le..so went Mac -- still long b4 our movie start siax..end up we outside movie theathe there rot. lolx..no la -- movie was so scary sia..veri er xin lo..den its lyk so trrilling siax..ha. my heart cant take it. lolx-- bt overall mahx..nt bad larx..gd ending.. -- den went find cl..he at coffee bean mahx..suan bian lo -- den dar dar daddy need small small recorder..n its 9 plus liaox..bt tri our luck la..we go westmall c c haf nt -- dar dar walk fast fast veri funnie lo..make mi luff till *pengz* siax.. qing gong? ha. -- n i gt 2 run lo..n luff along..no strength le sia. hu ask his leg so long. ding tei. lolx -- bt den no luck ar...close liaox..went hm lo.. -- ha. dar dar send mi till lift there..den he go hm lo -- hmm..enjoyed myself yarh..*muackx*
everything comes to an end at 8:01 AM.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
* mayb i'm amazed at the wae uue lyk mi ** all these times** mayb i'm afraid of the way I love uuu** mayb i'm amazed at the wae uue pulled** mi out of time** mayb i'm amazed at the wae i really need uue** i'm totally amazed wif uue *
everything comes to an end at 9:59 AM.
- yesterdae morning meet dar dar n go wif him n jie plus her bf 2 driving centre -- yeah..i'm gona learn driving!! i'm 18 le kx..n waiting 4 dis dae so long liaox... -- jie n delvin oso learning driving 2gether eh..cool..haf pple pei wo le -- yarh..so after taking all teh forms..mi n dar dar went cck swimming le -- jie n delvin go westmall eat..after dat? i duno wad dey do n where dey go le..lolx -- dar dar hungry,so went mac..sun was bigbig at dat time de..bt den reach n tan abit nia.. rain big big le.. sian. - :(- dar dar de 20 laps bcum 5 laps nia..lolx. hu ask him keep asking wad did i think abt at nite.. gt think ant..den tian dun lyk liaox..so rain..hehex. -- bti lyk wen dar dar shield mi frm the rain..veri wen xin -- rain too big n cold cold le..bo bian,so went up n sit sit awhile c tian will stop crying ant -- 3.15pm wait til 3.45pm..nv stop den we go shower le..veri cold siax.. -- shower liao oso no use..cant go aniwhere..so stae at the canteen there..till 6pm lo -- sit on dar dar lap play hp games..i gt 3rd!! he gt 1st!! *hmph* nt fair nt fair -- no rain liao den go hm liao lorx..den at nite tok 2 dar dar on fone.. -- n qi ji sia..daddy nv ask mi hang up..nt eben once. lolx -- 2dae mahx, rain again!! arghx. -- meet dar dar in bus den go westmall wana buy bag de..bt nv c ani he sae nice de,sian -- so went sch liaox lo..so apply 4 scolarship mahx -- n rain lyk siao lo. damn heavy. doreen stuck at block 53. i wear jeans. i wear white spagitte. wear all the wrong stuffs siax.. -- bo bian. rain too heavy le. so go print the papers n fotostape 1st. den doreen call sae she at bustop le..guess cuz dar dar here..ahyohx.. -- yah, nvm la..so later went eat yong tau fu..*burp* -- n noe wad? we went sch library rent VCD n watch..hehex -- free entertainment..n veri fun oso..sumthin new n nice -- though might seems abit lame, bt wif dar dar eben watch VCD oso veri fun..watch 2gether -- finish 1 scary de le..wanted 2 rent another de..bt 5pm library closed le..so watch till ard 5pm-- n nw i'm hm le..nwdaes dar dar keep take bus 2 my hm le den continue bus 98 hm..is reali nearer mahx? i dun wan uue oways take so long journey hor -- my 7pm show start le!! update uue again!!
everything comes to an end at 9:56 AM.
Thursday, May 05, 2005
- yeahx..i'm here 2 blog again le!! -- 1st time in myy life siax..took sOoo mani bus in 1 dae..tansilink + SBS..lolx -- dar dar took..hmm..14 buses..n i took 12 siax..siao rite? lolx..our ezlink worth the money liaox.. lolx -- supossed 2 swimming 1st den go sch repair dar dar de laptop de..so he cum myy hm put laptop in morning 1st -- den went all the wae liao..cck swimmin complex will onli b open after 2.30pm..cuz haf duno wad topid competition siax..arghx. wurteva. so took bus back myy hm take laptop n go sch le -- dar dar laptop spoil liaox..needa go hospital le..mani his bao bei pics lost lost le eh.. haix -- no1 at hm yeah,so dar dar cum in myy hm..den..hmm..the rest dun wanna sae le larx..-- aniwae..nw alrite le..dar dar..i nv blame uue n nt disapointed wif uue liao kx..let it b the past liaox..dun bring it up le -- walk back bustop 4get dardar hp..went back hm get again..diao..waste time siax.. -- den went swim swim le. -- i'm glad dat we go swim swim..cuz it has bought us back 2gether again..solve everythin.. misunderstanding n make mi trust him agian..n...we learn new lessons yarhx..? lolx -- yarhx..so went swim liaox..till ard 7pm..dar dar swim 12 laps 2dae..den was lyk having leg cramps..haix.. -- go shower shower le..den go hm le..2dae though veri lame la..keep taking bus ard..bt wif him mahx..i dun mind..hehex.. -- mani mani feelings i duno hw 2 describe has been building inside mi dis few daes le..ahyohx. dar dar keep wana noe..bt i duno i 2 tell uue la... -- hehex..tml gonna sign up 4 driving teory le..can c dar dar tml again oso.. -- blog uue again larx..i'm rushing writing dis blog.. *vanish*
everything comes to an end at 1:28 PM.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
- since i've stop workin wif dar dar..i haf nt had suchh a happie time till 2dae.. -- 9 daes since..n everdae haf been finding things 2 occupy myself..go out..watch tv..online.. anythin 2 keep myself as busy as possible la..cuz i keep missing dar dar de :( -- hehex..den finally waited till 2dae le..hmm..its worthwhile all myy waiting bahx - :P- morinh 8.30am wake up..take shower..stuff all myy things in myy cupboard..lolx -- dar dar mornin ard 9.30am cum myy hm le..luckily no1 at hm..our world le!! hehex -- 2dae is the 3rd time dar dar cum myy hm..n dis time let him go myy bedroom la..happie mahx? lolx..no guys cum in b4 hor..i nv bring guys 2 myy hm b4 hor. uue the 1st 1 le -- den take a look at myy things...n the rest mahx..4 us 2 noe can liaox..hehe..*winkx* -- yarhx..another 1st time again..OMG..too mani 1st time liaox larx wif uue -- den stae till ard 11am...myy daddy called..wah, scare mi sia..tot he wanna cum hm soon -- bt heng la..he 11.30am den cum hm..so can still stae awhile..toast hotdog 4 dar dar..he hor..so hot go eat..haix..xiao xin ar ni... -- pack our stuffs..n we set off go swimming n tanning le!! cOol..!! -- i wear a new yellow bikini i juz bought yesterdae..den quite bao lu 1..hehex..abit paisae sia.. cuz i dun haf a slim figure lo..yarh..wurteva...wore it n keep staein in pool lo... -- bt actually after wear awhile wont paisae de la..will used 2 it de.. - lolx- hmm..in pool de details mahx..we noe can liaox..hehex.. -- mani new feelings i dunno hw 2 descripe..bt overall i dun feel uncomfortable or dun lyk at all la..so no worry!! hehex.. -- yarh..i think i gt tan tan liao la...frm 12pm tan till 4pm..lolx..bt still haf so muchh fun!! bt.. i nv play the slide 2dae. tml i wanna go play liaox.dun care. -- shower...n go cck liaox..hmm..house of wax nt out yet..wait till mondae den watch bahx..-- so went eat eat..*hungry siax*..bt still cant finish all la -- after eat eat walk abit den dar dar wanna go hm liaox.. :( -- k la..understand uue tired la..dun headache animore liaox ar..i worry de.. -- eben in bus i oso lyk..veri comfortable n nice feeling wif uue..veri relax n i feel as if i'm veri xin fu... -- thx 4 everythin dar dar...*muackx* - *aisheteru*
everything comes to an end at 11:46 AM.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
* when uue kissed mi myy whole body shook ** i didnt noe wad 2 do ** i didnt noe where 2 look ** i sently closed myy eyes ** and put my hands on ur face ** and i felt my heart start 2 race ** we looked at each other ** and smile in bliss ** because uue were my first real kiss *
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