Saturday, April 30, 2005
- 2dae mahx..went out wif doreen again!! hehex -- nw my life is oways wif doreen le..lolx..nearly go out wif her oways le -- yah..n she rox too.. -- went swimming..more 2 tanning la..at Jurong East de complex -- damn. i swear dun ever go there ar. the guys there r so..pervert? despo? damn. wurteva -- yah..so we stae at jakuzzi..den later wen over 2 the wave there n playy,tok... -- doreen think she saw 1 shuai ge..bt den she cant c cuz she nv wear spects..lolx -- 3pm liao den we go shower n head 4 westmall walk walk..cuz we nv go the wake 4 our fren grandma..hehex..cuz..mi lor..i 4get la..nt my fault la..i wear whole body PINK!! den cant go la..later tio scolding ar.. sorrie la..no1 tell mi..i 4get mahx.. -- go eat..walk aimlesssly..well,2 get rid of time lo.. -- den later tot of going IMM..n guess wad..we walk 2 IMM sia..hehex -- bt its nt dat far la..create atmosphere lo..hehex..-- n..hmm..i saw glenn..since O level results get back den nv c him liao..saw him 2dae mahx.. still the same lo..no difference..bt no worse la..lolx -- bought a blue spagettie at Dano..n a bracelet..dats all.. -- den ard 7pm liaox den doreen sae late liao..her mummy start 2 call her liao..-- so we go hm le lor..onli wif mi she oways go hm so late..her mummy sure dun lyk mi de.. hehex -- yah..bt aniwae..i managed 2 pass another dae...lolx.. -
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
- 2dae i veri happie..cuz i gt a fren whom i cherish back le -- poly pple r all so fake..its hard 2 find sum1 whom uue can reali trust,share n tok abt things -- last semester mi n doreen fall out cuz of sum reason n i couldnt b bothered abt it cuz at dattime, i feel dat she is veri unreasonable abt it. i didnt tot of our frenship dat has gone all the wae 2 dat deep... -- till after so mani things haf happen n i began 2 c tru ever1's true colours..den i realised dat wad i had lost was more den juz a fren..bt a true fren -- went East Coast cycle wif doreen 2dae..was lyk quite suprised la..we gt so mani things 2 tok abt...took a topid 196 frm her hm there all the wae 2 bedok n was lyk 1 hr plus..sit till butt pain pain sia..lolx -- den took cab in n rent our bike le!! auntie gave us 3hrs lei..cuz i'm cute!! hehex.. lolx -- yarhx..tok as we cycle ar..reali tok alOot..hehex..was lyk so mani things 2 catch up on.. -- cycle 1hrs nonstop le den went 7eleven buy drinks n went 2 jetty...wind was big big sia..juz lyk the time i came on my bdae..mani memories flow back 2 mi.. -- again we tok nonstop n said abt things in the past..didnt realised dat time flew veri fast le.. -- continue cycle again till 5.30pm ar..den go n return bike le..didnt get reali tan at all..bt nvmla..dun regret havin dis trip!! hehex -- walk back 2 entrance n wait 4 free shuttle bus back 2 bedok..den we went eat eat at coffee shop, walk walk ard n buy lots tibits..hehex -- decided 2 take bus hm though journey is veri long ar..cuz we can continue toking mah.. -- she is the 1st gal dat i will wanna take long journey bus wif de..other den dar dar..i dun lyk 2 take long journey 2 travel back hm de..wanna reach hm asap..bt doreen dun make mi feeldat wae..instead,i dun mind traveling a longer journey back wif her -- time reali pass veri fast 2dae..juz as wad i had wanted.. -- i guess all i had wanted was 2 keep myself so bbusy dat i cant haf the time 2 think abt anythin or ani1...-- bt 2dae was coOl..make doreen zhi lian wif mi..hehex..took mani pics worx!! :) -- yarhx..looking 4ward 2 go out wif uue swim again on fri le!! tml going kbox wif xinyu & minghui..we 3 maskerteers!! hehex..veri long nv gather juz the 3 of us nia liao -- juz nw tok 2 dar dar..veri nice feeling..bt daddy la..so KPO. sit next 2 mi n keep urging mi go n oror. arghx!! dun care him.hang up fone i purposely dun oror lei..i cum online -- hmm..nw i noe hu r the pple i shuld cherish n hu i shuldnt liaox.. -- wont b seeing Dar Dar 4 another 7daes liao.i will miss uue de..haix..
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
- 2dae finally i saw my dar dar le -
- i miss uue so mucHHhh!! *muacks* -
- after 2 days nv c my dar dar liao eh.. so hard 2 pass de time -
- at 1st didnt wanna go de..cuz 3 pple mah..abit odd..bt den cuz i wana c him..even if its 4 awhile,
so go meet him n qihui lo -
- same thing la..oways meet up wif qihui will b veri fun..bt oways kana qifu by him!! :( -
- dar dar uue nv help mi!! *hmph* :( -
- den went westmall..dey eat mac ar..den tok tok a while.. -
- time pass reali fast lo...eat liao den 8 plus pm le..den go hm le -
- y wen nt wif uue time pass so slow de..wif uue time pass so fast de - hiax
- gonna fiind mani mani programmes 2 occupy mi le.. else hw 2 pass myy time -
- i needa b independent n stop depending on uue le -
- waiting 4 the daes 2 cum..wen we can go out as we lyk.. -
- so guess i'm nt gonna work le..gonna learn driving wif jie -
- yah..tml going cycle le!! yeahx!! east coast miss mi!! hehex..go find myy memories there-
- jjuz finish tokin 2 dar dar..he nw oror sweetly le bah..nite nite dar dar -
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- Don b too gd,i will miss uue. -- Don b too caring, i might lyk uue -- Don b too sweet, i might fall 4 uue - [[ if sum1 cums into ur life n bcums a apart of uue bt 4 sum reasons he couldnt stay, don cry too much...juz b glad dat ur paths crossed and; somehow he made uue happie even 4 a while. Time will tell. If he's urs,he will surely cum back. If he don,he was nv once urs 2 began wif... ]][[ when uue like sum1, put their name in a circle, not a heart. cause hearts can b broken, bt circles go on 4eva... ]]
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
- * gosh * i am sOOoo sian arx... -- i'm rotting at hm n doing nuttin -- woke up 11.30am cuz can tok 2 my dar dar -- n tok 5mins nia..n i'm left 2 rot at hm!! -- nw online toking 2 Lishan..though so long nv tok liao..n after mani things happen..bt i dunno y..suddenly toking 2 her seems veri comfortable..mayb cuz i dun trust ani1 in poly le..ever1 seems so fake..n toking 2 her..she dun hide..veri nice feeling.. -- actually wanna go out de..cuz i hate at hm..nuttin 2 do -- bt my mood sux..dun wan spoil others de mood la.. -- so nv go out le..gonna online till no1 tok 2 mi..nw hu oso tok 2 le la -- shuld i go work? job i is haf de..bt am i sure i can work long mah..dun wanna provide free labour few daes den dun wanna work le -- juz wanna find sumthin 2 occupy mi..my time.. -- haix..no shows..no nuttin..arghx!! -- thur will go c c one of my fren de job bah..office de.. -- b4 thur find things 2 occupy mi 1st..after thur will work le la.. -- hao le..blog uue agaiin..i sina till dunno wad 2 blog le la -
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Monday, April 25, 2005
- i hate the wae we r nw.. -- seems so far frm uue le -- seems lyk uue r so near..yet so far -- far till lyk i can nv reach uue -- far till everythin seems onli b a blur vision -- wad has happen dat dae reali change our life -- a turning point in our life -- will time heals..?? -- will we cross each other paths again..?? -- bt no matter wad uue r still my dar dar -- mine mine mine de -- dun b others de dar dar hao mah -- i dunno wad am i thinking n writin -- arghx. wad the hell haf happen 2 mi-- y am i missing uue so much -- y cant i juz let go juz lyk uue - - listen 2 the song... 'wang le ai' by fang yi chen -- dats juz wad i feel..once n nw again -
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
- dear blog ar..i lost my job le..no income, means no shopping means no nicenice new things liao -- bt nvm la..suan le..treat it as taking a break lo..bt lame..work 3daes take long break..lolx -- 1st time kana ask 2 leave a job lei...so diu lian.. arghx!! -- n lamest reason of all given..suan liao..dis kinda job n pple, dun wan no lose 2 mi. i continue den stupid ar..gd pay nia.. den lyk 2 *gossip gossip gossip* . arghx. wurteva. -- bt wad i moz sad is cuz i wont everydae whole dae can c dar dar le..cant b wif him everydae le..sure will miz him alot de..n dunno wad 2 do these few weeks le - haix..- at 1st wen dey ask mi quit..i dun gif a damn. bt juz scared dar dar will nt happie wif dem 4 doing dis..so in office i die die oso dun wanna tell him..after work le den bo bian tell him -- as expected..i can c he angwee..dun lydat hao mah dar dar.. -- dun wanna c uue dis wae..onli wanna c uue happie happie -- dun blame urself or wad..we didnt do anythin wrong wad. at least we r nt guilty of ANYTHIN -- den went boon lay change dar dar de watch battery..nw i can wear his watch le..he haf another watch le mah..hehex..i dunno y..juz lyk 2 wear ur things..though dun suit mi..i lyk wear -- hao le went mac..dar dar hungry le..go eat eat..den saw a guy buy a bdae cake 4 a gal..sOo sweet!! bt abit lame la..eat the cake will eat till dead de ar..so BIG!! lolx -- den later go bugis again le..cuz dar dar wanna buy glue 4 his aeroplane mahx.. -- the trip was long long lo..n veri tired oso..took turns 2 oror in bus..dardar oror veri ke ai lei -- so so nt lyk him..more lyk a little boi..hehex -- den fianlly reach le..bt we still cant find dat glue..n walk lyk siao find dat topis 197 bustop.. noe hw 2 go there dunno hw 2 go back sia.. - lolx..- den stil end up in City Hall lei....bt den awhile go JP liao cuz qihui sae there haf mahx -- ssiao 1 liao us..find bustop lyk siao bt manage get 2 Jp la.. -- can i dun elaborate abt JP stuffs..?? hmm..juz dat its nt gd..veri hurt n sad by wad *u* done -- i noe uue nt purpposely de..hao le..i nv blame ue -- bt wen i hurt dat time i will sae sum things i dun mean 2 sae de..sorry k.. -- i still wanna take care of uue..dun take care of urself..cuz i wan do it -- dar dar..uue noe mah.i reali start 2 depend on uue le..rely on uue le..feel lyk cannot dun haf uue le..need uue sumhw..dun turn on mi hao mah -- went hm after walking Jp awhile 2 find dat glue..bt dun haf lo..sian.. -- den we nv tok..quiet quiet all the wae..hate dis kinda atmosphere..haix -- bt nvm le..suan le..we Ok le..i shuld gif him more time bah..n dun feel dis wae.. -- dar dar..juz wanna let uue noe i will miz uue de..i luv uue -
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
- hehex..these few daes nv blog uue le..-- nt cuz i neglete uue..bt cuz i reali busyy mahx..-- at first foundd a job n work at factory de..bt damn tired sia..n den nt fun de..miss my dar dar so much wen workin -- den work 1 dae nia..next dae dar dar sae his job there haf vacancies le..cOol siax..can work 2gether le!! den i wont think of uue so much..lolx -- crap upp sun lame reasons n quit straight awae n go dar dar there work le..bt cindy nt happie lydat..she thinks i pangseh her..haix -- wasted 1 dae free labour sia..bt suan liao la..can work wif him happie liao lo -- new job was nt bad la..at least its office work..better pay..n moz importantly,sum1 is there.lolx - bt still quite tired la..seeing all numbers..bt still i lyk dis job..hehex -- after job went bugis wif dar dar look at myy watch n buy his glue de..-- bt task wasnt acomplish bt he sign up wireless liao..gd lo..- *hmph*- go eat den later go hm le..bt still..i'm veri happie..cuz we nw can go out as we lyk le..can feel dat its lyk our own world le..juz the 2 of us -- 2dae mahx..actually was veri excited n anxious abt results de -- bt in the end le? NP send mi sms..myy results..-- n it sux 2 the core. damn. didnt ever expected i will get dis kinda results. damn disapointed wif myself. i hate myyself. arghx!! - *sad sad*- no mood 4 anythin..veri sad lo..den i cry le -- bt uue noe mah..at least i still haf uue..wen i cry still haf uue..u r there -- thx 4 dat.thx 4 staein by myy side. dis 1 reali frm myy heart de..at least i still can feel uue care 4 mi..wen i cry n collapse uue r there -- suan liao.. i dun wan make uue worry..i will stand up all over again de..next semester..-- 2 stop thinking..work lyk siao 2dae..n i finsih up my work le -- after work go JP wif dar dar..watch movie..our 1st movie 2gether wif onli us..no1 else -- 1st time we watch movie wifout our frenx 2gether...hehex -- watch 'infection'..veri scary n er xin lo..bt quite oKae larx.. -- dar dar so blur...left wallet at cimema theate oso dunno..till going hm le den noe -- den went back look 4 it..n heng ar..the person workin there found it n keep it le -- heng hor?cuz gt mi mahx..hehex -- den went back hm le...2dae veri sad..bt oso abit happie la -- blog uue again - *vanish*... xiaomin princess
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
- 2dae mahx..myy 1st dae of work.. -- n i was late..bt luckily the agent was oso late..so end up nvm lo - hehex- had a briefing 1st...n it was lyk ages lo..frm 7am till 10am lydat -- finally we r assigned jobs 2 do le..mi n cindy same grp..n shu hui different frm us..bt its no difference aniwae..we didnt get 2 tok or wad oso -- had a break at 9.15am, lunch at 12.15pm..sux de lo..such a nt gd timing.nt at all -- its actually a veri easy job la..juz testin the printer making sure dat its gd condition..dats all -- bt stand all dae lei..will die ar..veri tired n sian -- n i miss *uue*!! - bt nvm..cuz i noe dat after work will b able 2 meet wif uue le - - wait n wait n fianlly work end le!! can meet wif uue le!! yeahx!! -- actually veri tired de..bt meet uue no more le..hehex -- went his cousin hm..bt no1 at hm..diao..so went 2 develope his photos la -- later went 2 his cousin hm again..so paisae n weird sia.. -- after dat went coffee shop at Jurong eat 2gether n went Jurong entertaiments awhile -- we zhi lian again worx..took mani pic..hehex.. -- i too tired 2 update le..dats abt all bahx..update uue again la.. -
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Monday, April 18, 2005
- i'm back frm chalet!! bt i miz the time spend during the chalet -- myy bdae mahx..n so JL organize a chalet..one,to celebrate myy bdae. two, to haf a gathering among his frenx -- bt there were sum pple hu back out last min, sae go liao den in the end nv -- hack care dem la..we still can enjoy wifout dem..yarhx? -- b4 dat nite mi n JL were worrying abt the transport de..bt luckily morning uncle sae he nv work le..can fetch us!! hehex..den lydat wont so ma fan le. n uncle wont nag..cool -- fetch shu hui,den JL(i took damn long 2 find his block sia),collect food frm myy hm n den panjin..n start our journey le -- reach n check-in le ard 2pm...we live near near check-in area wor..[J3] gd location -- den mi n JL went 2 look at the price 4 rentin bike le..bt we stop at beach there n JL gave mi a heart shaped necklace!! *muackx* i luvv it!! - :P- though walking distance was damn long..bt still, veri happie 2 walk wif him - :P- went to 2 shops n found 1 wif a price of $6 nia frm 3pm till the next dae - *cheapcheap*- went back 2 chalet 2 meet cindy dey all n go rent bbq pit n bike 2gether -- yarh..we cycle ard east coast..cool sia..especially at the jetty..wind veri strongg n the scenery reali nice nice -- went back 2 chalet cuz cindy wanted 2 fly kite de..bt den wen we reach chalet..rain le..lolx -- so didnt went out n the guys start the fire 4 bbq le..* yummy * lolx -- every1 started 2 eat le..watch tv..tok.. -- bt den moz paisae de is dat JL la..ask mi show off 2 my jie n mei dat i noe hw 2 ride bike n in the end noe wad? i fell dwn. arghx,so paisae.wurteva. -- 1 thing unhapie happen dat dae..wen JL scold mi off y i juz lydat cycle awae..i didnt lor. i told gabrial n oso cuz its the end of the route le lor -- i dun wanna tok 2 him.he scold mi on my bdae,still sae let mi b princess on dat dae. bluff mi -- den in the end we nv tok at all n wen we return 2 chalet..he nv go wif us..he continue cycle -- i dun wan him cycle alone..dun wan him cycle in the dark..wan him back..so i msg him lo -- yarh..we ok liao in the end la..found dat nwdaes we nt happie bt will fast fast ok de lo - hehx- den went cycling again..bt dis time he fetch mi..fun sia..bt myy butt veri pain pain n he cycle damn fast lo..*scaredscared*-- bt i lyk uue cycle mi..cuz veri fun!! hehex -- bt i wil nv 4get dis 18th bdae de..noe wad?- - i was gathering wif cindy dey all at the beach n suddenly dey use water bombd n splashed on mi!! OMG!! i run go find JL 2 take shelter n he oso kana - hehex- alot flour n water lo..wet wet n cold cold..n im lyk a siao char Bo!! -- s-o-r-r-y eh junliang..hehex..gt uue involved -- den went back chalet again la..n other supriesed 4 mi -- a small chocolate cake n a kiss frm JL..OMG..so wad lo..dey taking video -- juz a normal kiss on the hand la..den use mouth take the candle n pass JL -- i wanna shower!! dats wad i wann!! i so cold n dirty -- having myy dis 1st time here...showerin wif a guy on myy bdae.. -- bt it was so fun..uue reali paitence wor..2 get rid everythin off myy hair. bt i'm so cold n havin difficulties breathing n tired -- i can feel dat uue care 4 mi..i can feel it..thx.. *muackx* -- hmm..details should nt go further..its in myy memories can le.hehex -- noe wad? we took 3hrs bathing..1st time so long bath sia..n cindy dey all buay song cuz we were in the toliet 4 soOo long -- bt its nt wwe wan de mah..so hard 2 wash lo..the floor wif water so er xin n hard 2 wash lo - :( - wurteva. oror awhile wif *him* n went out walk walk 2 beach le -- myy bdae chalet..i haf so mani 1st time..so mani important 1st times..n all gt 2 do wif the same guy..uue changed myy life uue noe mah -- bt wif uue reali happie n comfortable..uue sae uue tot its was a dream..bt it was mi..i am the one hu think its more of a dream -- sumthin dat i nv tot will ever happen 2 us..2 mi -- i trust uue alot..dun ever betray myy trust haoo mah.. -- stae ard beach till 7 plus den return chalet le..bt cindy dey all still oror..we cant go in..went back 2 beach again... -- wind big big de...hug hug uue veri comfortable..-- stae till 9 plus den return chalet 2 get ready check out le -- diaoo...door spoil..we haf 2 climb in by the window sia..n everythin dirty by yesterdae flour siao..JL bike was lyk..erm..no comments. lol -- slowly ever1 start 2 wake up le n pack n get ready set off le -- dats the end of the chalet le..i miss it..alot...can i replay everythin? can i turn back time? -- took bus 197 all the wae 2 Jurong East...though far bt its cuz its far den i wan de..can spend more time wif uue on bus mahx..hehex -- bt i too tired le,end up keep oror nia..hehex..wasnt a gd company wor..sorrie. hehex -- 2dae uue lucky wor..can cum my hm n no1 at hm wor -- eat leftover otah n hotdogs..n sum1 gimie sumthin n i oso return him..bt mine is nuttin de lo-- cannot c de..lolx..went IMM after dat n go hm le -- reali hope time can turn back..i miss uue..eben though onli awhile..i miss uue -- if onli time can turn back...i wan both the chalet nite back again -- nw i'm tokin 2 uue online..bt still i still miss uue... -- dar dar..i luv uue..more n more..dunno hw 2 pass my daes wifout uue -- take care of urself k..eat more..cuz uue reali more n more skinny le la -- n if tired go oror..juz tell mi k..dun online keep tokin 2 mi..i dun wan uue tired tired -- hao le!! blog uue again..gonna start work on tue..wish mi gd luck..hehex -
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Friday, April 15, 2005
- back!! mani pple juz leave myy hm n nt wif happie mood -- wurteva. sae dun cum myy hm liao. arghx -- wake up early early go swim swim wif JL.. guess will veri long den can swim again le - :(- cuz found a job 2dae..mon-sun, 2pm-11pm. arghx. - :(- oways go swim swim i wil happie happie de wor..cuz its onli our world there. guess will b veri long b4 can haf dis chance again le. haix -- den swim till 12.05pm den go shower n hurry meet myy frenx 4 interview le -- interview le..bt in the end the guys cant work..cuz no place 4 guys le -- haix..sorry eh qihui n zhuangsheng... -- wanted 1st shift 6.45am-3.40pm de. so can meet JL sumtimes..bt..haix. -- sure will miz uue alot de..cant tok online oso le..wen i go hm, uue alreadi oror le -- make mi whole dae so sian n no mood le -- ok.wurteva.den went IMM go buy food 4 chalet..walk ard...go eat -- hmm..1st time share food wif a guy?guess so..-- den buy things liao JL,QH,cindy n zs cum myy hm lo.. -- sit awhile haf 2 go liao..i nv tell myy daddy in advance lo. he sure dun lyk it de -- wurteva. 4get it. sum1 still keep saeing i wanna chase him out of myy hm -- mayb myy actions is lyk lo..bt dun mean it de..arghx. suan liao -- dunno wen can i update uue again le.. -- frankly,i hate go work..i rather dun haf job ..sianx.. :( -- bt since ever1 workin n i'm allalone le..go work bah -- no mood 2 updatte uue le..another time la.. -
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
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tired tired eh..bt stiLl happie 2dae arx - :P- so long nv early early wake up le..n 2dae i 7.45am gt 2 wake up -- cuz go sch help wif E.E registration mahx.. -- bt sOooO paisae..cuz i nv wear Ngee Ann de shirt den mani pple tot i cum Ngee Ann register de. damn. arghx. wurtevea -- OMG!!..E.E is sOoo disappointin sia..all i can sae is E.E new batch all 'toot toot' 1 de -- myy batch at least even better sia..still haf a few shuai shuai 1 at least..n senior oso haf sum - - ok.wurteva.i dun gif a damn haf ani shuai guys ant. cuz *uue* shuai enuff le wor. lol -- yarhx..so help tiLl abt 1pm..n we go eat lunch le.. -- so sian..nt meeting JL le..so cindy ask mi n sp go zs hm mahx..so OK lo -- watch 'shutter'. quite scary de..bt no mood la..the atmosphere nt meant 4 horror movie -- sp n zs there lame ard. disturb mi n cindy watch vcd. lolx.. -- JL actually bad moOd de..so nv meet le..bt in the end still meet up..hehex -- we late mah..so saw him at zs hm dwnstairs n go bustop le..187 so mani pple sia..board the 2nd bus..we r nt dat fat hor -- n JL turn 4 mi kitty kitty!! hehex..sOooo cute cute!! i luv it!! *muackx* -- i gt 1 blue kitty key chain n 1 kitty on chair de..cute cute eh...-- i will keep it hao hao de...myy bao bei!! hehex -- go eat ban mian..wah..damn full sia - *burp*- sum1 la..dun wanna pei mi eat noodles..wanna eat KFC!!! *hmph* -- k la..c uue turn kitty kitty 4 mi..i 4gif uue. hehex. lolx. -- later gO KFC wif Jl..he eat mahx..den zs owe mi 1 kitty kitty..so go turn. bt i nv get kitty kitty...i gt piglet.nvm la..oso cutecute!! hehex. -- bt i lyk Jl gimmie de more!! lolx.. -- den go hm le..bus journey seems soOo fast fast sia wif uue -- yarh..hm le..i juz zhi lian wif myy kitty kitty -- hao le..tml shoppin 4 chalet food!! cindy favourite place!! bt still i looking 4ward!! hehex -- blogg uue again worx -[[ vanish---> xiaomin ]]
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
* sian * * sian * * sian *
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
[`Junliang,`]- 1 week since the chalet nite le..mani things haf happen n changed -- myy life haf sum1 important le..in myy heart..n dats uue -- no matter wad..no matter wad happen in the future..uue will stae in my heart de..will remeber uue 4eva de - - being wif uue r the happiest time in myy life..even though its juz meetin uue lyk 2dae n walk hm...i still veri happie le -- thx 4 everythin - :P- thx 4 ur chocolate too. hehex..i keep it wif myy boiboi chocolate. - :P- u've bought mi alot lot happiness..more den sadness or hurts... -- so plz, plz dun think dat uue r unfair 2 mi. plz dun think dat uue r being bad. plz dun think dat uue hurt mi by dis. plz dun think dat uue r wrong. can mah? -- i dun wan. dun wan c uue unhappie or sadsad or blaming urself..cuz i care 4 uue. i hope wif mi..i onli bring uue happiness n laughter. wanna c uue smile oways..can mah? -- guess no1 haf ever step into myy life n heart the wae uue did b4 - - so i wad i wan is ur happiness. nt uue alone. u understand mah? -- i've nv regret ur appearance in myy life..n will nv in the future. cuz uue haf given mi mani beautiful memories -- if sumtimes i treat uue nt gd or show attitude 2 uue..sorry k..i noe sumtimes i lydat den uue will feel irreated n nt happie wif mi -- if i do or sae anythin uue dun lyk..tell mi..dun SWALLOW it up. u will choke. hehex -- i'm serious. voice out, tell mi...bt dun shout at mi. kx? -- if uue r tired, dun chen qiang or force urself do things uue dun wan 2... -- wen facing our frenx..we juz b lyk the past..close close..other thing let time decide bah -- i reali haf miss uue wen uue r working... hope time will pass faster wen we r nt 2gether -- i looking 4ward 2 the chalet wor..hope haf more beautiful memories wif uue -- *muackx* - ai shi ni le - !![[- aiishiteiru -]]
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
- 9th april 2005..a dae i'll remeber 4eva..oways -- 2dae is one of myy happiest dae in myy life -- in fact..i've nv been dis happie n xin fu b4 since dis few daes..since chalet -- seems lyk i've walked into dreamland..into a fairytale storie i've oways tot would nv happen in myy life -- meet *him* went cck swim @ JP @ 12pm de..hmm..dis time he nv late. lolx -- nw even take bus wif uue means alot 2 mi..the time spend wif uue seems 2 pass sOoo fast -- cck 2dae mani pple..cuz sat mah..comfirm mani pple 1..den sun oso nt big big de -- bt still..wif uue..no matter wad n where oso happie le - :P- hehex..actually i haf count wor..2dae haf 9 times..addition 2 gdbye de... - :P- 1st time i **** sum1 lydis b4..dunno hw izit shuld b lyk la..dun gei gao la hor -- alot alot feelings involved..dunno hw 2 express la..bt i can sae i feel veri xin fu n happie..bt afraid 2 lose uue more..wanna care more abt uue -- u make mi a happie happie galgal..thx 4 everythin - *muackx*- took mani zhi lian pics using my hp at toh guan..i cherish all of it!! :P -- stae till ard 4pm den go IMM le wor..he wanna buy DVD player 4 his mummy mahx -- walk walk ard..den finally settle for 1..quite nice la,nt bad..cuz is we go find 2gether de hor. lol -- wanted go eat de..bt mani mani pple la..so went find private place sit n tok -- wah..nw noe wad ur actual impression of mi liao lo.. :( -- sum quez regret askin..hu ask mi KPO. -- bt still no matter wad..i believe uue k. i trust uue. 100% trust. -- IMM still no place eat..go Jurong Entertaiment eat..we eat same same -- den muz eat fast fast..1st time hor. 15mins finish UP everythin. *burp* -- so fast fast. lydat we spend 1dae 2gether liao. bt time passs reali too fast le. i hate time. i wish it would slow dwn..stopp if possible, wanna b wif him long long -- i bu she de go hm..hehex..so wait 4 him take bus le den i take -- yarh..dunno wad time he online le..blogging while waitin 4 him.. -* [`4 uue...`]*- uue muz take care of urself wor..u work muz b veri tired le..den still cum out meet n pei wo.. reali worry 4 uue..hurts 2 c uue dis wae.. -- remeber i will oways b by ur side de..dun oways chen qiang hao mah..i dun wan c u lydat -- onli wanna c uue happie wif mi -- noe uue wan mi haf sense of security wif uue..i haf le. u haf done it le - :P- lastly..i luv uue -
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
- these few daes has been the happiest daes of my life since i enter poly...-- mani feelings i've nv felt b4..mani mixed feelings ; confused,stun,happiness,xin fu -- reali felt veri xin fu n happie these few daes...juz lyk a dream cum true in fairy land -- so afraid so afraid..all these wilL cum 2 an end -- thus i'm cherishing all the moments i haf nw..at least i'll haf memories 2 look back in the future - :(- yesterdae n 2dae went cck 2 swim again..hehex. cuz i haben tan tan yet mahx -- bt yesterdae went there 5pm liaox..sun oso go hm le..so juz play slide n wave lo -- bt it was funn too..cuz uue r there - :P- finally go hm le..end of my overnite ton in chalet n cindy's hm - *memories*- i realised alot things during the tok in msn..things dat i once didnt wanna admit - *secrets*- 2dae mahx..Grandpa Sun nt against us animore le worx!! strong n big big ar -- so i'm veri tan nw..red lobster..diao... -- play slide mani mani times.. fun-fun-fun!! :P -- the moments at jacuzzi..i was veri happie. if onli time will stop -- tan till 3 plus n we go cck eat KFC le wor..no haf the movie junliang wanna watch..went to Causeway point lo -- though bus journey longlong..i dun mind..cuz uue r there wif mi -- bought ticket n walk ard awhile b4 the show start le...n zhi jian came along too -- movie was alrite la..i dun watch english shows de..its all cuz of uue i did -- bt no regrets kz!! *muackx* - :P- movie end le n we haf 2 go hm le..y time pass so fast de -- y wen i haf nt enuff fun n i haf 2 sae gd bye??! -- *he* pei wo take 187 till my hm dwnstairs eh..n finally eat my bread -- wah lao..dunno gt spoil ant..eat half..nvm k..there will still b next time de, dun wan uue later stomachache -- i hope there will b 4eva..though i noe nuttin is 4eva de -- n nw i blogging le!! waitin 4 *him* cum online..hehex -- i end here le..blog uue again.. -[` i'm nt ur perfect perfect gurl..bt wana let uue noe uue r my perfect perfect boi `]
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* i'm nt suppOsed 2 luv uue ** i'm nt susposed 2 care** i'm nt susposed 2 live myy life, wishin uue were there** i'm nt susposed 2 wonder where uue r & wad uue do** i'm sorri i juz cant help myself** cuz i've fallen in luv wif uue** i'm thinking of uue** if its wrong 2 luv uue..** den my heart jux wont let mi b rite** i may nt get 2 c uue as often as i lyk**i may nt get 2 hold uue** in my arms tru dar nite** bt deep in myy heart i truely noe** uue r the 1 i truely luv** & i cant possibily let uue go*
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
~ if uue lurve sum1, lett dem go..
If dey returnn to uue, it was meant to be
If dey don'tt,
theiir lurve was nv urs to begiin wiith...
a grEat lurve
is when uue shed tearsS and still carEs for him & stil longs for him,
he begiinns to luv anOther and yet you stil smile and saYy " I'm happy for uue " (:
the wOrst thiing iin the world
is seeiing the onE uue lurve wif the onE dEy lurve
uue always
lurve the onEs who leaves yEu
and lEaves the one who lurves uue
lurve is nOt h0w uue f0rgEt
but h0w uue f0rgiive,n0t how uue liisten but h0w uue undErstand, nOt wat uue see butt h0w uue feel and not h0w uue let go but h0w uue hOld ona guy and a gurl can b jux frenxs , but at onE poiint or anotther , one of them will fall f0r the other , maybe temporrary , maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too latee , maybe .. Just maybe...
4eva... ~[ n i've fallen 4 uue...]
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
- bloggie, i back 2 blog again le worx.. :P -- at cindy hm nw..staeing overnite worx..hehex... -- yesterdae went E.E chalet @ downtown east eh..n was cOol n fUn!! No regrets!! -- meet Jl,qh,cl,etc @ 1pm de..n shu hui n junliang late AGAIN!! arghx. n i haf 2 wait 4 dem 40mins!! *angwee* -- finaLly dey came n set off 2 Pasir Ris Chalet le worx!! *wEewEEeee* :D -- wait 4 zhi jian cum damn long sia..key wif him mahx!! haf 2 wait-wait-wait -- finally after longlong we reach chalet le,room was nicenice la..cleanclean de at least - - decided 2 go rent bike n cycle, bt so late le..rent awhile no point,n no place 2 cycle ard lei... -- in the end nv eben rent ani bike n instead mani mani mosquito bites siaz!! arghx!! -- n junliang nt happie..walk so fast. i tok 2 him he gif mi dat face. :( -- dun care him le.i gif in 1st liao he still lydat -- bt later we ok le ar..n go bbq 2gether.. :P -- oily de crabstick n chicken wings,chao ta de hotdogs n sotong balls la la la -- eat eat liao den play poker cards!! JL lose n supposed 2 take off shirt hor. hehex. i dun care. the last time we playy uue lose 2 mi 2 times!! lol -- later change 2 qh de room watch funnie funnie de 9pm show..luff till *pengx* arx -- den play games le wor..sum1 keep saeing i will lose wor..in the end he lose 2 times!! hahax..sae mi la..O B Quack. kana squash by soOo mani guys!! hehex.. k la..ke lian uue la - :P- later nite nite le wanna go 'cheers' buy maggie n drinks de..bt sway sia..all close -- all hungry hungry,end up walk to 7-eleven..sum1 finally piggy~back mi 2dae worx!! :P -- return dat time rain rain..wet wet n cold cold le ~ return 2 our cosy rm wor -- play poker again,eat, play games..nuttin else 2 do mahx.. -- no later cindy n zs wanna oror le..den sio hui n handy oso...ahyohx -- left mi n jun liang..on TV, listen 2 radio...tok crap..c hu can dun oror!! hehex -- heyhey..i onli oror 30mis wor!! n JL oror 1hr!! he eben snore de!! lolx -- k la..nt loud loud at least la..softer alot le, compare to ......... hehex - :P- time pass reali fast sia..7am le..7.30am..8am..8.30am..9am..ever1 slowly wake up liao -- conversation between 4am till 7am was the moz meaningful n touchin moment in my life le -- i felt alot feelings i haf nv felt b4..my feeling 4 uue increase everi min n sec... -- promise dat it will onli b our secrets..dun let ani1 noe ~ *promise* mah.. -- n remeber wad i told uue..dun feel bad or wad..i did everythin willin juz 4 uue -- morning go shower n fianlly clean clean le wor n time 2 check out le -- took taxi wif cindy,zs n JL..he tired till oror le..i moz power le!! hehex -- took nap @ cindy hm n later meet JL,shu hui n zs make ez-link card, went shoppin at IMM too.. :P -- n nw i'm bloggin le..juz ate macaronni cook by cindy..*nice nice* worx -- i miz uue..
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
` yeahx..damn great 2dae yarhx..`` though e topid sky against us..rain the whole dae!! `` n the worst was i HEARD dat meet 11.45am. n i tot i was late n rush lyk siao `` n noe wad? reach cck liao sae is meet 12.45am. damn. i dun wana wait. so sat 30mins bus 2 JPmeet Jl n Qh`` n take bus 2 cck again. wahlao. sit till battocks lan liao la `` went look @ junliang de shorts n mine ` ` yeahx!! we bought wad we wanted. cool. tml can wear le worx :P `` next bought my slippers. Jl saw nice nice de..den is pink sumore..so i lyk lo. hehex `` stiLl raining. damn. so went arcade n watch Qh play `` later meet shiping..our grp is becuming larger n larger le. hehex `` dey went eat long john n later went find cl at his workplace cuz nearnear n we gt nutin 2 do mahx.. `` sat at void deck n wait 4 cl 2 finish work..tok alot craps n shit there..lolx `` wif JL,Qh & Sp..sure loads of craps de lorx..hehex `` went cl hm awhile den gO swimming le..ha.1st time go swim at 5pm.diao.`` play the slide mani mani times eh..fun fun..bt i keep screaming..hehex `` the feeling was lyk 3mths ago wen we went swimmin n play slide oso `` topid LIM JUNLIANG de leg make my hand redred lo `` den went 2 play wave. haha.i veri shuang..cuz i sit on sum1 de leg mah. lolx `` den finally find sum1 piggy back mi liao..so funnnn. hehex `` shuang liao den noe wad.my head kana hit the wall. `` damn pain lo. O ba ka liaox lar. all ur fault. `` where is my S-O-R-R-Y huh? lolx `` tiLl ard 7.30pm den went shower n go cck eat le `` eat wanton noodles.. full full..*burp* `` late liao wor..time 2 go hm le.. `` tml will b another cOol dae bahx!! hope so!! :P`` looking looking 4ward tml eh..i wanna play. tan. fun. all mine. `` blog uue again after my chalet worx. *muackx*
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Friday, April 01, 2005
- 2dae was so muchh fun-funn-fun...hehex -- meet junliang deyy all @ np bustop..bt deyy end up at s.i.m..diaox-- hai hao sum1 cum n pei wo walk ehx..else i gonna kiLl pple liaox..lolx -- wore jeans 2dae..kaox, hot hot lei..- dun lyk.-- after dey eat liao, go bukit timah there de billard-- din reaLi play..onli hit a few balls wen c junliang play-lolx-- topid idiotic francis. @ mac sae mi tiLl lydat :( all cux dat JUNLIANG la -- i hao xin mei hao bao de - :(- den later went choa chu kang eat sushi buffet :P -- n so suay sia..my sandles spoil !! n so paisae lor..-- hw am i gona walk le arx..drag? *no face* lolx. -- qihui so gd!! he change wif mi his slippers!! wahahha -- den he drag n walk wif my slippers lei..n i veri bad..keep luffin..hehex -- bt cannot tahan lo..reaLi funnie..*imagine*-- bt thx worx qihui !! :D -- bought a new sandle..nice nice worx -- eatin sushi was sOo much fun - noe y? -- cuz we took tOoo muchh n couldnt finish -- n wastage of food haf 2 b charged according -- all junliang has 2 finish up..lolx. act gd eh..push 2 others eat..bt no1 wans -- hehex. n end up smashin the food n cover up wif plates, orange n sheLls!! - lolx- funnie toliet experience frm yincheng - mani zhi lian foto takings - pushin of food -- JL tot will haf nice nice membership card bt end up wif a lan paper card. lolx -- went arcade n later walk walk look 4 shorts cuz i'm going chalet on sun!!-- lookin 4ward 2 it worx!! :P -- tml gona b a busy dae too..cux i'm going tan,buy shorts n slippers!! -- blog uue againn after my chalet worx!! *muackx*
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